蝴蝶是自由的
" Open up my spirits wide
" And let them go
" I will take "tomorrow's wings and fly
" Nothing's gonna keep me
" Off that glory road
" When that wild wind blows
" I'm gonna ride
" Let the heavens open in the morning
" I'll be up before the dawn and singing
"Let that highway wind carry me
" Ooh
"I knew the day you met me
"I could love you if you let me
"Though you touched my cheek and said how
"easy you'd forget me
"On that velvet morning
"when our love was forming
"I said it wouldn't hurt me
"if you left me without warning"
我很好，谢谢，你呢？ I'm fine, thank you. How are you?
这里天气很暖和 It's warm here.
希尔斯波路天气如何？ How is it in Hillsborough?
很好，也很温暖 Well, it's warm here, too.
你好，母亲 Hello, Mother.
你怎么知道是我？ 你来电话的时候，响的不是铃声 -How did you know? -When you call, the phone doesn't ring.
而是说，“M”代表着她有百万资产 It says, "M" is for the million things she gave.
“O”代表……我忘记代表什么了 "O" is.... I forgot what O is for.
最近你似乎很健忘 You seemed to have forgotten a lot of things lately.
感觉怎么样？ 我很好，谢谢，你呢？ -How are you feeling? -I'm fine, thank you. How are you?
非常好，你那天气如何？ Very well. How's the weather?
很温暖。希尔斯波路的天气如何？ It's warm here. How's it in Hillsborough?
很暖和 也很温暖 -Warm. -It's warm here, too.
公寓怎么样？ 哦，好极了！我喜欢 -How's the apartment? -Oh, great! I love it.
昨晚你在干嘛？ 昨晚？我没做什么。 -What'd you do last night? -Last night? I didn't do anything.
我意思是，我没有出门。有些朋友来访 I mean, I didn't go out. I had some friends in.
就是一个小聚会 It was just a little party.
我不太清楚来了几个人 I don't know how many people there were.
你有必要知道人数吗？ Do you have to have a number?
12到18个吧，怎么了？ 他们呆得晚吗？ -Twelve and a half. How's that? -Did they stay late?
他们没有呆得太晚 They didn't stay too late.
我想去看看你 不！ -I'd like to come by and see you. -No!
唐尼，不管怎么说，我明天要进城 Donnie, I'm coming into town tomorrow, anyway.
我得去趟塞克斯百货 我说不，这就是我的意思 -I have to go to Saks. -I said no, and I mean it.
我不在乎，我说不要 I don't give a damn, I said no.
因为我们有个约定，这就是原因 Because we had an agreement, that's why.
我们都同意有两个月的时间 We agreed to two months.
现在还剩下一个月，我非常珍惜余下的每一分钟 I have one month left and I want every minute of it.
唐尼，你太气人了，我都快哭了 Donnie, you are so irritating. I could absolutely cry.
什么？ What?
什么这么吵？ 隔壁的声音 -What is that noise? -It's coming from next door.
谁住在隔壁？ 一个女孩 -Who lives next door? -A girl.
她叫什么名字？ What's her name?
我不知道，我还没见过她，我几乎听不到你的声音了。明天再打来电话吧 I don't know. I haven't met her yet. I can hardly hear you. Call me tomorrow.
嗨！你可以把电视关小声点吗？ Hey! Will you lower your television?
我听不见。你等一下 I can't hear you. Wait a minute.
对不起，刚才没听清楚你说的 Sorry. I couldn't hear you.
请把电视关小声点 Please lower your television.
你没必要把它关掉，只要小声一点 You don't have to turn it off. Just hold it down.
不是电视机，是收音机 It's not a television. It's a radio.
不管是什么，这墙像纸一样薄 我知道 -Whatever. The walls are like paper. -I know.
你几乎能透过它看到隔壁 You can practically see through them.
不，实际上还没到这地步 No, not really.
嗨，来杯咖啡怎么样？ Hey, how about a cup of coffee?
不，谢谢，我刚喝过了 No, thank you. I just had some.
我意思是给我来一杯 I meant for me.
当然，过来吧 Yeah, sure. Come on in.
好的 Okay.
门开着 It's open.
嗨，我是吉尔·汤尔 Hi. I'm Jill Tanner.
唐·贝克 能帮我把衬衣的拉链拉一下吗？ -Don Baker. -Would you mind zipping up my blouse?
背后我够不着，希望你不介意我的不请自来。 I can't reach back there. Hope you don't mind my inviting myself in.
一点也不，水一会儿就烧开了 Not at all. Water will be hot in a minute.
你的卧室比我的大多了 Your living room is much bigger than mine.
很好 Nice.
你在这里住多久了？ 一个月，那不是卧室 -How long have you been here? -A month. That's not the living room.
这是整个公寓，加上浴室 That's the whole apartment plus the bathroom.
如果你算上厨房，一共有三个房间 I've got three rooms, if you count the kitchen.
天，你这里真整洁 God, you're neat.
每件东西都井井有条 Everything's so tidy.
因为什么都没有，所以看起来整洁 It's easy when you haven't got anything.
我也没什么东西，但却能弄得 I don't have anything, but it manages to wind up...
满地都是 ...all over the place.
恐怕我是个懒汉 I'm afraid I'm a slob.
哦，嘿，我喜欢你的天窗 Oh, hey, I like your skylight.
我那里没有 I don't have one.
这是什么？ 什么？ -What's this? -What?
铁柱上的东西 This thing on stilts.
那是我的床 That's my bed.
你的床！ Your bed!
哇！ Wow!
真野性！ This is wild!
你喜欢？ You like it?
这是我所见过的最好的床了，我见过很多床 Oh, it's the greatest bed I've ever seen, and I've seen a lot of beds.
你怎么建的？ Did you build it?
在我之前这公寓住着一些嬉皮士，他们建的 No, some hippies lived here before me. They built it.
你没睡掉下来过？ Suppose you fall out?
哟，你会摔坏什么的 Gee, you could break something.
从任何床上滚下来都会摔坏什么的 You could break something falling out of any bed.
那倒是 That's true.
就是因为这张床，我没有挑你那间而挑了这间 I could've had your apartment. I took this one for the bed.
加奶油还是糖？ Cream or sugar?
只要黑咖啡，谢谢 Just black, thanks.
给你 谢谢，这杯咖啡真救了我的命 -Here you go. -Thanks. This coffee will save my life.
我带了花，还有餐巾、擦餐具的干布之类的蠢东西 I bought flowers and dumb things like dishtowels, paper napkins...
就是忘记了咖啡 ...but I forgot coffee.
你需要点餐巾纸或者干布吗？ You need any dishtowels or paper napkins?
不 No.
我也带了点电灯泡 I got some light bulbs, too.
我能问你一个私人问题吗？ May I ask you a personal question?
当然可以 Yeah, sure.
为什么你不想让你母亲来这儿？ 你怎么知道的？ -Why don't you want your mother here? -How'd you know that?
呃，如果你能听到我的声音，我自然也能听到你的 Well, if you can hear me, I can hear you.
我猜声音就是从那扇门的下面传过来的 I guess the sound must come right up from under that door.
不过，那扇门是用来干什么的？ What's that door for, anyway?
你的那间公寓和我的这间曾经是一间公寓 Your apartment and mine were once one apartment.
当他们把公寓隔成两间的时候，只是把门锁上，而不是封闭掉 When they converted it into two, they just locked that instead of sealing it.
你还没回答我的问题 我忘记你问什么了 -You didn't answer my question. -I forgot what you asked.
为什么你不想让你母亲来这里？ Why don't you want your mother here?
说起来话长 It's a long story.
不，故事很短。但发生的过程却很长 No, it's a short story. It's been going on for a long time.
她不想让我离开家。她觉得我无法独立生活 She didn't want me to leave home. She thinks I can't make it on my own.
最后，我们达成协议，让我试着独立生活2个月 Finally, we agreed letting me try it for two months.
她将离开我2个月，我已经坚持了一个月了 She's to keep away from me for two months. I got a month to go.
为什么你告诉她你办了一个聚会？ Why did you tell her you had a party?
你听得很仔细啊！ 就只听到一点 -You don't miss anything in there, do you? -Very little.
我总是告诉她我办了一个聚会，或者我参加了一个 I always tell her I had a party or that I went to one.
她不会理解…… She wouldn't understand...
我为什么宁可独自一人，也不愿意和她还有编剧公司在一起 ...why I'd rather be alone, than keeping her and the cook company.
她会恨这个地方的 She's going to hate this place.
她看都不用看，就已经恨这个地方了 She hates it now without even seeing it.
她会走进来说，“我都要哭了” She'll walk in and say, "I could absolutely cry."
她常常哭吗？ 不，仅仅是威胁 -Does she cry a lot? -No, just threatens to.
如果她真的要哭，把她带到我的公寓，让她看看 If she really wants to cry, send her in to look at my place.
至少，你这里整洁多了 At least you're neat.
你知道，你的年纪已经可以独立生活了 我19岁 You know, you're old enough to live alone. I'm 19.
你多大了？ 根据我母亲的想法，我11岁 -How old are you? -As far as my mother's concerned, I'm 11.
快到10岁了 Going on 10.
我们一定有相同的母亲 We must have the same mother.
我的母亲喜欢我的一生都长不大，这样她就不会老 My mother would love for me to stay a child all my life so she won't age.
她喜欢人们对她说我们俩看上去像姐妹 She loves it when people say to her we look like sisters.
即使人们不这样说，她也会这样告诉他们的 And if they don't say it, she tells them.
你有工作了吗？ Have you got a job?
没有，但是我会弹吉它，还获得一点机会 No, but I play guitar and I got a few prospects.
我明白了 I know.
我昨晚听见你弹了 I heard you last night.
哦，对不起 不，弹得非常好，真的！ -Oh, I'm sorry. -No. It was good. Really!
我还以为是录音带呢，直到我听到重复弹 I thought it was a record till I kept hearing it over again.
我不会看谱子，所以我边听边模仿 I can't read music, so I got to learn by ear.
我正试图整合成一场表演 然后呢？ -I'm trying to put together an act. -And then what?
我要试图靠这些主意赚钱 I'll try to cash in on some of those ideas.
我只知道一件事情：我不打算回希尔斯波路 I know one thing: I'm not going back to Hillsborough.
什么是希尔斯波路？ 你不知道希尔斯波路？ -What's Hillsborough? -You don't know Hillsborough?
我对这里再往上的地方知道的不多 I don't know much about any place up here.
我从洛杉矶来。我从来没去过比大瑟尔更北的地方 I'm from Los Angeles. I've never been north of the Big Sur.
希尔斯波路离这里大约10英里 Hillsborough is about 10 miles from here.
那儿是你住的地方吗？ 不是 -Is that where you live? -No.
我住在这里。那是我过去住的地方 好吧 -I live here. It's where I used to live. -All right.
你说你的名字叫什么？ What did you say your name was?
吉尔·汤尔 Jill Tanner.
严格地说，我想我是本森夫人 Technically, I guess I'm Mrs. Benson.
我16岁的时候，结过一次婚 I was married once, when I was 16.
16？ Sixteen?
你的婚姻维持了多长时间？ How long were you married?
好像只有几周 It seemed like weeks.
实际上，只有6天 Actually, it was six days.
他怎么样？ What was he like?
对不起。我真的不想谈起他 I'm sorry. I really don't want to talk about it.
那就别说了，我很抱歉这么问 Then, don't. I'm sorry I asked.
不，我要谈谈他。偶尔也该做点…… No, I'll talk about him. Once in a while you should do something...
……不想做的事情。可以清理心绪 ...you don't want to do. It cleanses the insides.
杰克看上去很粗野 Jack was wild-looking.
有几分青少年的模样 Sort of adolescent.
女孩总是比男孩成熟得更快一些，对吗？ Girls mature faster than boys, don't they?
不管怎样，我们相遇，就好像烈火，火箭 Anyway, we met and it was like fireworks, rockets.
每天都好像是国庆日 Every day was like Fourth of July.
然后，我们站在地方治安法官面前…… Then, we were standing before the justice of the peace...
……结婚了 ...getting married.
在此之前你认识他多久了？ 我不知道，2或3周吧 -How long had you known him? -I don't know, two or three weeks.
但是我们结婚的时候，我甚至高中还没有毕业 But there we were, getting married. And I wasn't even out of high school yet.
而且我惦念着第二天我还有两场测验 And I had two exams the next day, and they were on my mind, too.
接着，我听到地方治安法官说： Then, I heard the justice of the peace say:
“杰克，你愿娶吉尔作为你唯一合法的妻子吗？” "Do you, Jack, take Jill to be your lawfully wedded wife?"
你能想象作为杰克和吉尔而度过一生的情景吗？ Can you imagine going through life as Jack and Jill?
接着，我听他回答说： And then, I heard him say:
“直到死亡将我们分离” "Till death do us part."
突然间，我感到这更像是一场葬礼，而不是结婚典礼 Suddenly, it became more like a funeral service then a wedding ceremony.
天！ 太变态了 -Jesus! -It was so morbid.
我憎恨任何病态的事情 I hate anything morbid.
为什么你不试图维持你的婚姻呢？ Why didn't you try to make your marriage work?
我做了 I did.
我试着维持了6天 I did. I tried for six days.
但我知道这是一个错误 那你是否爱上他了呢？ -But I knew it was a mistake. -Were you in love with him?
是的，用我自己的方式 你的方式是什么？ -In my way. -What's your way?
我不知道 I don't know.
不能仅仅因为你爱某人，就意味着…… Just because you love someone doesn't necessarily mean...
……你想要花费你的余生跟他们在一起 ...you want to spend the rest of your life with them.
杰克爱我 And Jack loved me.
我意思是，他真的爱我 I mean, he really loved me.
而我伤害了他。那就是为什么我不能呆下去的原因 And I hurt him. That's just what I can't stand.
我只是从来不想伤害什么人 I just never want to hurt anybody.
婚姻就是一种承诺，不是吗？ Marriage is a commitment, isn't it?
而我就是不能遵守承诺或者与人关系亲密 And I just can't be committed or involved.
你能明白吗？ Can you understand?
是的，我明白，但我不赞同 Yeah, I can understand, but I don't agree.
好吧，那么你并没有真正明白 Well, then, you really don't understand.
我想我是个邋遢的人 I thought I was sloppy.
什么意思？ What do you mean?
除非你知道有些事情我是不知道的，比如烟灰对桌子有好处 Unless you know something I don't, like ashes are good for the table.
所以你都把烟灰弹在桌上？ Is that why you keep dropping them on there?
你移动了烟灰缸的位置？ Did you move the ashtray?
它就在这边，难道你瞎了吗？ 是的 -It's right here. What, are you blind? -Yes.
你说“是的”是什么意思？ 我意思是，我是个盲人 -What do you mean, "Yes"? -I mean, yes, I'm blind.
哦，你在开玩笑，别这样 Oh, you're putting me on. Don't do that.
不，我是盲人。一直是 No, I'm blind. I've always been blind.
你意思是，真的瞎了？ You mean, really blind?
不是近视？ Not just nearsighted?
我看不见任何东西 The works. I can't see a thing.
哦，天！我希望我没说那些话 Oh, God! I hope I didn't say anything.
等一等，别觉得不自在，我没关系 Wait a minute. Don't get self-conscious about it. I'm not.
你为什么不告诉我？ 不是刚刚说了吗？ -Why didn't you tell me? -I just did.
我的意思是，我刚进门的时候就说 你没问 -But I mean, when I came in. -You didn't ask me.
为什么我会问你？ Why would I ask you?
我不会走到某人家里，问： I don't walk into somebody's house, saying:
“嗨，我是吉尔·汤尔，你是盲人吗？” "Hi, I'm Jill Tanner. Are you blind?"
我也不会逢人就说“我是唐·贝克，跟蝙蝠一样的瞎子” I don't meet someone and say, "Don Baker. Blind as a bat."
我仍然认为你应该告诉我。如果是我，我会告诉你的 I still think you should've told me. I would've told you.
我想看看你会花多长时间发现我是个盲人 I wanted to see how long it'd take you to catch on.
哦，天！ Oh, God!
当我看见你一直站在窗户前 When I saw you standing at the window all that time.
那样要比在房间里凉快很多 It's the coolest spot in the room.
我以为你是个偷窥狂 I thought you were a peeping Tom.
我把这称之为积极的想法 That's what I call positive thinking.
我几乎都要报警了。也许我会呢？ You know, I nearIy called the police. Suppose I had?
呃，他们不会把你关起来 Well, they would've locked you up.
你真了不起，整形的真好 You're so cool. So adjusted.
不，我没有，我不需要整形。我天生就是个盲人 No, I'm not. I never had to adjust. I was born blind.
如果我原先看得见，后来失明了，会不一样的 It'd be different if I'd been able to see then went blind.
对于我，失明是正常的 For me, blindness is normal.
我6岁的时候才发现其他人都不是盲人 I was 6 before I found out everybody else wasn't blind.
这并没有什么不同。所以放松点，好吗？ By then it didn't make any difference. So, let's relax, okay?
你知道，如果我们对此能有点笑声会更好 You know, if we can have a few laughs, so much the better.
一点笑声？ A few laughs?
对于失明这件事吗？ About blindness?
不，不是关于失明 No, not about blindness.
你不能忘记这个吗？ Can't you forget that?
你是我遇到的第一个盲人 Well, you're the first blind person I ever met.
太糟了，他们不会为此发奖给你的 Too bad they don't give out prizes for that.
我在街上看见过盲人，他们都带着狗…… I've seen blind men on the street, and everything, with dogs...
……但是，你为什么没有一条狗呢？ ...but why don't you have a dog?
它们太引人注目了，我宁可靠自己 They attract too much attention. I'd rather do it myself.
你在旧金山就没有遇到过麻烦吗？ Don't you have trouble getting around San Francisco?
我的意思是，连我都觉得麻烦 不，我用盲杖很得心应手 -I mean, it's tough for me. -No, I manage very well with my cane.
我精确地知道去洗衣房，药房和熟食店分别需要几步 I know exactly how many steps to the laundry, drugstore, and delicatessen.
洗衣房在哪里？我正好需要 Where's the laundry? I need one.
就在熟食店附近 Near the delicatessen.
出去，从前门右转走44步 Outside, turn right, and it's 44 steps from the front door.
我没看到 我指给你看 -I didn't see it. -I'll show you.
你指给我看…… You'll show....
哇！ Wow!
那在你的公寓里面难道不会撞到东西？ What about your apartment? Don't you bang into things?
你会伤到自己 不会，我记住了房间的位置 -You could hurt yourself. -No, I memorized the room.
床，吉他 Bed. Guitar.
浴室 Bathroom.
夹克，我的盲杖，前门 Jacket. My cane. Front door.
书架 Bookcase.
葡萄酒，酒杯，五斗柜 Wine, glasses, chest of drawers.
桌布 这些是什么书？ -Linens. -What are these books?
盲文，餐桌 Braille. Dining table.
浴缸 Bathtub.
厨房 Kitchen.
番茄酱，油，盐，胡椒粉，糖，咖啡 Ketchup. Oil. Salt. Pepper. Sugar. Coffee.
天！ 现在，如果你把烟灰缸放回原处 -Gee! -Now, if you'll just put the ashtray back.
你瞧！ Voila!
你越是不移动物品，我越能像其他人一样做的好 As long as you don't move anything I'm as good as anybody else.
甚至更好，在我的住处我找不到任何东西 Better. I can't find anything in my place.
如果你真的想知道什么叫个混乱，看看我那儿就…… If you really want to see chaos, come look at....
哦，对不起 Oh, I'm sorry.
我是说…… 我知道你的意思 -I meant.... -I know what you mean.
除了我看不见之外，我跟其他人没有任何区别 I'm no different from anybody else, except I don't see.
失明不会比其他人的反应更能困扰我 The blindness doesn't bother me as much as other people's reaction.
如果他们只是表现地自然一些 If they'd only behave naturally.
一些人假装内疚， Some people assume guilt, which they can't...
因为我的母亲有市场地位 ...because my mother has that market cornered.
所以，像你往常那样就好 So, just be yourself.
好吧，我总是以为失明的人有点…… Well, I always thought that blind people were...
……你知道，有点吓人 ...you know, kind of spooky.
那是自然 But of course.
我们整天都倒挂在树干上睡觉 We sleep all day hanging upside-down from the shower rod.
当天黑以后，我们醒来，飞进人们的窗户 When it's dark we wake up and fly in through people's windows.
那就是为什么人们说，像蝙蝠一样瞎 That's why they say, "Blind as a bat."
不，我是认真的。现在严肃一点 No, I'm serious. Now be serious.
难道失明的人没有第六感吗？ Don't blind people have a sixth sense?
不，如果我有第六感，加起来也只有五种感官，不是么？ No. If I had six senses, I'd still only have five, wouldn't I?
我的其它感官，听觉，味觉和触觉 And my other senses, hearing, taste and touch...
也许比你更发达些，因为我更常利用它们 ...might be a little more developed than yours because I use them more.
我给你演示一下 I'll show you something.
把我转几圈 Spin me around.
不，我的意思是真的转我几圈 No, I mean really spin me.
在我前面有什么东西 窗户 -There's something in front of me. -The window.
太神了，你怎么做到的？ That's wild. How'd you do that?
这叫影子视觉 什么是影子视觉 -It's called shadow vision. -What's shadow vision?
就是能够感觉到前方有物体 It's being able to sense that there's a solid object in front of you.
你也能做到。这是人体自身的警告，非盲人也能做到 You can feel it. It's a warning. Sighted people can do it, too...
但是盲人能做的更好一点 我想试试 -...but blind people can do it better. -I want to try it.
哎呀！我的 Ouch! My....
这是盲人的优势 There are advantages to being blind.
哦，我想你不是那么痛苦真好 Oh, I think it's so great you're not bitter.
你看上去一点也不痛苦 You don't seem to have any bitterness at all.
我知道如果我是盲人，我一定会非常痛苦 I know I'd be terribly bitter if I couldn't see.
我知道我会变得令人讨厌 我看不一定 -I know I'd be disagreeable. -I doubt it.
哦，不，我不会像你这样乐观 Oh, no. I couldn't be cheerful like you.
我丝毫没有勇气和刚毅之类的非凡品质 I don't have any of those marvelous qualities like courage and fortitude.
我也没有。我只是天生惹人喜爱 Well, neither do I. I'm just naturally adorable.
你远不止可爱 You're a lot more than that.
你是个非常优秀的人 You're a very superior person.
哦，是，我是了不起的 Oh, yeah. I'm fantastic.
“我不会温和地走进那个良夜” "I would not go gentle into that good night"
“我会怒斥光的消逝” "I would rage against the dying of the light"
迪伦·托马斯 Dylan Thomas.
谁？ 这是迪伦·托马斯的诗 -Who? -It's a line from a poem by Dylan Thomas.
是吗？ It is?
你是说我能引用迪伦·托马斯的诗句？ You mean I can quote Dylan Thomas?
他的诗怎么样？我甚至还没读过 How about that? I never even read him.
我不记得在哪里学过了。我能引用马克·吐温的名言 I don't know where I learned it. I can quote Mark Twain.
我特别喜欢引用马克·吐温的作品 My favorite quotation is by Mark Twain.
你想听听吗？ 好 -You want to hear it? -Go.
“我只要求自由。” "I only ask to be free."
“蝴蝶是自由的” "The butterflies are free."
“人类想必不会否认哈罗德·斯金坡尔……” "Mankind will surely not deny to Harold Skimpole..."
“……让步蝴蝶的行为” "...what it concedes to the butterflies."
我与蝴蝶有一种强烈的感觉，你喜欢吗？ I identify strongly with butterflies. Do you like it?
是的，非常喜欢。只是这不是马克·吐温写的 Yes, very much, except it wasn't written by Mark Twain.
为什么不是？ 这是狄更斯写的 -Why not? -It was written by Dickens.
你确信？ 是 -Are you sure? -Yeah.
哈罗德·斯金坡尔是狄更斯写的小说《荒凉山庄》中的一个角色 Harold Skimpole is a character in Bleak House by Dickens.
哦，我没有读过狄更斯的作品 Oh, I never read Dickens.
实际上，我也没读过马克·吐温的作品，但我总以为那个是他写的 Actually, I never read Mark Twain either, but I always thought he wrote that.
你是否读过……，噢！天！ Have you read.... Oh, God!
我读过狄更斯的书，还有马克·吐温的大多数作品 I have read Dickens and I've read most of Mark Twain...
……请不要再斤斤计较每一个词。这些书都有盲文版的 ...and stop falling apart at every word. They're published in Braille.
问一个盲人是否读过什么真是太糟糕了 It's awful to ask someone who's blind if he's read something.
一点也不 Not at all.
实际上，我用我的指尖阅读的很好 Actually, I read very well with my fingertips.
只要问问我近来是否读过什么好书 Just ask me if I've felt any good books lately.
有人为你读过什么吗？ 有，杂志和报纸 -Does anybody ever read to you? -Yeah, magazines and newspapers.
什么时候我能为你读？ 只要你愿意 -Could I read to you sometime? -If you feel like it.
你喜欢什么杂志？ 《时代》、《新闻周刊》、《伯克利芒刺报》（最有名最成功的校园地下报纸） -What kind of magazines do you like? -Time, Newsweek, Berkeley Barb.
我喜欢知道社会的变化 I like to know what's going on.
我也读这些报刊，但我从不知道社会的走向 I should read those, too. I never know what's going on.
我猜你没有认真读 好了，别谈这个了 -I guess I don't really care. -Now, don't say that.
我的意思是，动物保护，植物灭绝。 I mean, animals care, vegetables don't.
除非你一无所有，否则你总有点什么事情是需要关心的 You have to care about something or you're nothing.
吃的 Food.
吃的？ 我非常在乎吃的 -Food? -I care about it deeply.
我常常饿 I'm hungry.
关于自由呢？你不关心自由问题吗？ How about freedom? You care about being free, don't you?
在我吃饱以后，自由就是世界上最重要的事情 Freedom is the most important thing in the world to me, after I've eaten.
你请随意 谢谢 -Help yourself. -Okay. Thanks.
我的食欲很困扰我 My appetite embarrasses me.
你不得不知道许多需要关心的事情 You have to know a lot about things to care about them.
我懂的事情不太多 你不太喜欢你自己，是吗？ -I don't know much about anything. -You don't like yourself very much, do you?
你为什么这样说？ Why do you say that?
因为你总是把自己看得很低 Because you're always putting yourself down.
我们叫它“有自知之明” Let's say I know my limitations.
比起你给自己的评价，你有更多的潜能 You have a lot more potential than you give yourself credit for.
那请你告诉我有哪些潜能 不，由你告诉你自己 -Just keep telling me that. -No, just keep telling yourself that.
"I knew the day you met me I could
"love you if you let me
"though you touched my cheek and said
"how easy you'd forget me, you said
"Butterflies are free
"and so are we"
真棒！ That's wild!
这就是那首你整天唱的歌 That's the song you sing all the time.
好听吗？ 我很喜欢 -You like it? -I love it.
我写的 I wrote it.
我虽然从来不能准确地记住上次听过的歌词，但是我喜欢关于蝴蝶的东西 I could never get those last lines right, but I really like that thing about butterflies.
“蝴蝶是自由的 "Butterflies are free
”所以我们也是“ "and so are we"
哦，那出色了 Oh, that's fantastic.
我知道一点音乐，我在学校学过一些 I know a little bit about music. I studied it in school.
你有完成学业吗？ 我只完成了高中学业 -Did you finish school? -I finished high school. Just.
我的母亲希望我去上大学 My mother wanted me to go to college.
我曾经打算去加州大学洛杉矶分校，但我找不到停车的位置 I was going to go to UCLA, but I couldn't find a place to park.
你应该去灌制唱片 我正等着被人发掘 -You ought to make a record, an album. -Well, I'm waiting to be discovered.
好吧，在你被发掘之后，当你去某地表演的时候…… Well, after you get discovered, when you're playing somewhere...
……你就打算穿成这样去吗？ ...are you going to dress like this?
我还从来没有认真考虑过这个。我的衣着有什么问题吗？ I'd never really thought about it. Something's wrong with my clothes?
它们看起来像是你母亲买的 They look as though your mother bought them.
这么糟？ That bad?
好吧，我猜它取决于你在哪里表演 Well, I guess it depends on where you're playing.
我的意思是，如果你打算在银行表演，这套服装就很合适 I mean, they're fine if you're going to play in a bank.
你应该穿着更加开放一点 You ought to wear something a little more liberated.
我的衣服的确是我母亲买的 My mother does buy my clothes.
我很乐意去为你挑选一些真正野性的东西 I'd love to pick out something really wild for you.
什么时候？ 我不知道。你愿意什么时候？ -Like when? -I don't know. Whenever you like.
现在就去怎么样？ 现在？ -How about now? -Right now?
是 好 -Yeah. -Okay.
我正无事可做。来吧 I don't have anything to do. Come on.
你不带上盲杖吗？ 我牵着你的胳膊去 -Won't you take your cane? -I'm going to take your arm.
你看得见路，不是吗？ 哦，是 -You can see, can't you? -Oh, yeah.
在这里等一下，我去拿我的包 Wait right there. I got to get my bag.
小心 Be careful.
44步，嘿，你是对的。44步就到了洗衣店 Forty-four. Hey, you're right. It's 44 steps to the laundry.
你来这里的干什么？ What made you come here?
我想试试不同的事物 I wanted to try something different.
你觉得你会呆下来吗？ 我还没认真考虑过这个问题 -Do you think you'll stay? -I don't really think about it.
我会看看事情发展的如何。我要做一个演员 I'll see how it goes. I may be an actress.
我是说，”我将要“，明天就能知道结果了 I say, "I may." I'll know tomorrow.
我在一家名叫宇宙工厂的剧院组织里…… I'm auditioning for a part in a new play with a theater group...
……应聘了一出新戏的角色 ...called the Cosmic Workshop.
这出戏讲的是一个女孩，当她嫁给一个同性恋时，将所有的事情都中断 It's about a girl who gets all hung-up when she marries a homosexual.
起初，他是一个酒鬼…… Originally, he was an alcoholic...
……但是同性恋现在在电影、书籍和戏剧中里很流行…… ...but homosexuals are very in now in movies...
……所以他们改了剧本 ...and books and plays, so they changed it.
你是同性恋吗？ Are you homosexual?
不是，只是一个盲人 No, just blind.
小心，有台阶 向上还是向下？ -Careful, there's a step. -Up or down?
向下！ Down!
我的一个最好的朋友是男同性恋 One of my best friends is gay.
丹尼斯，他是个设计师 Dennis. He's a designer.
他人也很好，他为我做了这件衬衣 He's good, too. He made this blouse for me.
我相信衣服一定非常漂亮 I'm sure it's very pretty.
实际上，他是给自己做的。但我劝他不要穿 Actually, he made it for himself, but I talked him out of it.
丹尼斯非常扭捏，也非常风趣 Dennis is so campy and funny.
但是我不喜欢女同性恋。她们太一本正经和沉闷了 But I don't like lesbians. They're so heavy and humorless.
戏的导演是我的朋友。她觉得我能够胜任这个角色 The director is my friend. He thinks I can do the part.
我只需要被编剧认可就行了 谁是导演？ -I just have to be approved by the author. -Who's the director?
你不会听说过的。她的名字叫拉尔夫·桑多 You wouldn't know him. His name is Ralph Santori.
他来自洛杉矶。他在那儿的许多小剧场做过…… He's from L.A. He's done a lot of little theater there...
……但从来没成功过…… ...but never had a hit...
……所以他来了这里，因为他从宇宙工厂签了一份工作 ...so he came up here because he got a job with the Cosmic Workshop.
我们某种程度上在一起了一段时间，但后来他想要结婚…… We kind of made it together for a while, but then he wanted to get married...
……而我又无法正视这种情况 ...and I just couldn't face that again.
那么你爱他吗？ Were you in love with him?
我没认真想过我会爱上什么人 I don't really think I've ever been in love with anybody.
我不想这样。太受拘束了。一些人总会受伤 I don't want to be. It's too confining. Somebody always gets hurt.
嘿，让我们去这家，他们有一些粗野的衣服 Hey, let's go in here. They've got wild things.
有台阶 上还是下？ -There are steps. -Up or down?
上，我不能面面俱到 Up. I can't think of everything.
你好 Hi.
想要点什么？ 不，谢谢，只是随便看看 -You need any help? -No, thanks, we're just looking.
这个怎么样？ How about this?
不，不是给你的，是给丹尼斯的 感觉还行 -No, that's not for you, that's for Dennis. -Well, it feels nice.
我要买下来 我买下送你吧 -I'll buy it. -I'll buy it for you.
不 请让我买给你吧 -No. -Please, let me buy it for you.
不 我确实想给你买下 -No. -I really want to buy it for you.
好吧好吧 Okay. Okay.
这里，拿着 Here, hold this up.
还不坏 Yeah, it's not bad.
我们能比“不坏”更好一点吗？ Can't we do better than "not bad"?
行，等着 Okay, wait.
试试这个 Yeah. Try that on.
你能也拿着我的衬衫 You can take my shirt, too.
找到想要的吗？ Found anything yet?
唐，这位是芦笋先生 你好 -Don, this is Mr. Asparagus. -Hi.
不，我的名字是罗伊·斯特拉顿。这家店的名字叫芦笋 No, my name is Roy Stratton. The shop is called Asparagus.
我这样叫是因为我总是以为芦笋是最友好的蔬菜 I named it that 'cause I always think of asparagus as being a friendly vegetable.
我的意思是，你可以看见一个土豆，或者一个洋葱，或者一个玉米…… I mean, you might see one potato, or one onion, or one corn...
……但你从没看见一根芦笋 ...but you never see one asparagus.
他们总是成捆出售，他们关系亲密 你从没见过一粒豌豆 -They come in bunches. They're involved. -You never see one pea.
好吧，我不喜欢豌豆 Well, I don't like peas.
嘿，这件马甲上去跟衬衫很搭 Hey, this vest will look great with it.
拿着，试试看 好 -Here, try it on. -Yeah.
另一只胳膊伸过来 Give me your other arm.
好的 Okay.
很好，混搭在一起。我喜欢 Yeah, now, that's together. I like that.
很不错 我喜欢 -Sweet. -I love it.
看上去像不像唱片封面？ 像 -Does it look like an album cover? -Yeah.
嘿，你还需要一顶帽子。帽子现在很重要 Hey, but what you need is a hat. Hats are big now.
什么样的帽子？ 你要什么，宝贝，我们有各种各样的帽子 -What kind of hat? -Say, baby, we got everything here.
都在这里 Over here.
棒球联盟的帽子怎么样？我们卖了许多这种帽子 How about a Confederate cap? We sell a lot of these.
是啊，我看到了很多 Yeah, I've seen a lot of them.
我喜欢这个 Now, I like this one.
你觉得怎么样？ What do you think?
不，我觉得不好 No, I don't think so.
等一下 Oh, just a minute.
嘿，这顶怎样？ Hey, how about this?
一顶提洛尔人帽子 提洛尔人帽？ -A Tyrolean hat. -A Tyrolean hat?
好吧 看上去还不错 -Well. -Yeah, that looks good.
我喜欢，你自己看看 I like that. Take a look at yourself.
你怎么想？ 不，谢谢，让我像海蒂（一部电影主角） -What do you think? -No. It makes me look like Heidi.
我知道适合你的帽子了。现在，很相似的一顶，如果我能找到。 I got just the thing for you. Now, it's one of a kind, if I can find it.
在这里。怎么样？ Here it is. How about that?
这是什么？ 这是一顶法国海外雇佣军的帽子 -What is it? -It's a cap from the French Foreign Legion.
我喜欢 I love it.
太合适了。伙计，你就是生来适合这顶帽子的 Perfect fit. Man, you were born with that hat on.
嘿，你自己瞧瞧看 Hey, take a look at yourself.
镜子在这 In the mirror.
嘿，他是不是…… 是的，他是，别再窃窃私语了 -Hey, is he-- -Yes, he is. And stop whispering.
我很抱歉，我不知道…… 为什么，伙计？又不是你的错 -Hey, I'm sorry. I didn't-- -Why, man? It's not your fault.
别因为这个而不自在，我们没什么 Don't make a big thing out of it. We don't.
这顶帽子多少钱？ 这是免费的，算是纪念品 -How much is the hat? -It's on the house. A souvenir.
一共多少钱？衬衫，马甲，还有吉尔的上衣？ How much is it? And the shirt, the vest, and Jill's blouse?
嘿，这里有《伯克利芒刺报》，我们也要一份 Hey, they've got the Berkeley Barb. We'll take one of these, too.
你有没有色情书刊？ Do you have any dirty books?
没有 No.
太糟了。那是唯一不用盲文出版的书 Too bad. That's the only thing they don't publish in Braille.
我猜盲人需求色情书刊是个想法 I guess it was the idea of someone blind asking for dirty books.
你的意思是，如果我没有失明就好了？ You mean, it would've been all right if I were sighted?
我不知道。不管怎么说你确实让他震惊了 I don't know. Anyway, you sure threw him into shock.
你怎么样？ 我？ -What about you? -Me?
我自打认识你以来就很震惊了 I've been in shock since I met you.
你觉得跟我出来时间足够长到今晚和我共进晚餐的地步了吗？ Could you come out of it long enough to have dinner with me tonight?
晚餐，我会晕过去的 For dinner, I'd come out of a coma.
你确信跟我共进晚餐吗？有意大利腊肠，卷心菜和马铃薯沙拉 Are you sure we got enough for dinner? Salami, coleslaw and potato salad.
都是我喜欢吃的 All my favorites.
我能做点什么吗？ 桌布在五斗橱里面 -Can I do something? -Tablecloth in the chest of drawers.
你可以摆一下桌子 我们别在桌子上吃了 -You can set the table. -Let's not eat at the table.
意大利腊肠，马铃薯沙拉什么的，不是桌上食物 Salami and potato salad and stuff, that's not table food.
我们在地板上来个野餐吧 Let's eat on the floor and have a picnic.
我有个更好的主意 I got a better idea.
我们去海边 海边？ -Let's go to the beach. -The beach?
是，我知道有一小片沙滩，几乎很少人去的 Yeah, I know a little stretch of sand where hardly anybody ever goes.
在哪里 就在餐桌的边上 -Where? -Over there by the dining table.
如果你是盲人你会看得更清楚 噢，真的？ -You can see better if you're blind. -Oh, really?
那你怎么会没有注意到潮水涨上来了呢？ Then how come you didn't notice the tide came in?
我看到了一个更好的地方 I see a much better place.
哪儿 床边 -Where? -By the bed.
太好了 Perfect.
失明是遗传的吗？ 我从没听说过 -Is blindness hereditary? -I never heard that.
你的父亲视力好吗？ 我不知道。他已经去世6年了 -Can your father see? -I doubt it. He's been dead for six years.
然而，直到那时他再也没有任何烦恼 Till then he didn't have any trouble, though.
我打赌你很想念他 是的，确实很想念他 -I bet you miss him. -Yeah, I do.
他是我成长过程中的唯一朋友 He was the only friend I had when I was growing up.
我们非常亲密 We were very close.
自从他死后，我的妈妈过的非常艰辛。因为她不得不…… It's been rough on Mom since he died because she's had to be both...
……既当爹又当妈，同时还是姐妹和兄弟 ...mother and father. And sister and brother.
还有医生，律师，众议员，女众议员 And doctor and lawyer, and congressman, congresswoman.
拉比，神父，牧师 Rabbi, priest, padre.
哦，对不起。刀子你习惯放在左边还是右边？ Oh, I'm sorry. Do knives go on the left or the right?
在右边 好的 -On the right. -Okay.
你为什么出生就失明？医生有说过原因吗？ Why were you born blind? Did the doctor say why?
他们说是因为子宫内有病毒，也就是说他们不知道为什么 They said it was a virus in the womb, which means they don't know.
你知道，我听说过患有梅毒的妇女会产下失明的婴儿 You know, I heard that women with syphilis give birth to blind babies.
你的母亲得过梅毒？ Could your mother have had syphilis?
等你见到她，然后你再告诉我你的想法 You meet her, then tell me what you think.
那会是什么时候？ When will that be?
一个月之内 In a month.
在她来这儿察看事情进展情况之前我还有一个月的时间 I've got a month before she comes here to see what's going on.
当一个月的时钟敲响的时候，他就会走进那扇门。 As the clock strikes month, she's going to walk in that door.
你可能听说过她。她写过几本书 You may have heard of her. She wrote some books.
她名叫弗洛伦斯·贝克 Her name's Florence Baker.
不，我没听说过。不过你不能凭我的知识来判断 No, it's not familiar, but you can't go by me.
我即使引用了她的文章，我也不知道是她写的 I may even be quoting her and I wouldn't know it.
她写了一系列孩子的书。猜猜看书的内容是什么？ She wrote a series of children's books. Guess what they're about?
关于孩子的？ Children?
全是关于一个名叫小唐尼·达克的盲童的故事 They were all about a blind kid named Little Donnie Dark.
小唐尼·达克？ 就是我 -Little Donnie Dark? -That's me.
你骗人 没有，真的，我发誓 -You'll say anything to get attention. -No, it's true, I swear.
我讨厌这名字，唐尼 I hate that name, Donnie.
我到达海滩时提醒我一下 Tell me when I hit the beach.
停！ Stop!
这是我第一次在地板上吃饭 This is the first time I've eaten on the floor.
这样做很实用 It's so practical.
你可以用各种姿势坐着，要是你愿意，你甚至可以躺着 You can sit in so many different positions. You can even lie down, if you like.
桌子就过于局限了 Tables are so confining.
就像爱情吗？ Like love?
是的。并且我也从不知道能用肘部干什么 Yes, and I never knew what to do with my elbows.
还少了什么东西 Something is missing.
我知道 I know.
你去哪儿？ 一会儿你就知道了 -Where are you going? -You'll see.
花 Flowers.
我想这样会增加一点恰当的高雅气氛 I thought it would add just a touch of elegance.
现在，说说小唐尼·达克的事情 Now, tell me more about Little Donnie Dark.
这会克制一下我的胃口 It might curb my appetite.
唐尼12岁了，他是个生来就失明的人，像我一样…… Donnie is 12 years old. And he was born blind, like me...
……但是这并没有妨碍到小唐尼·达克 ...but that's no handicap for Little Donnie Dark.
他能开车，开飞机，因为他其它的感官…… He can drive cars. He flies planes because his other faculties...
……都非常发达。他能听到一英里外的银行被抢劫的声音 ...are so highly developed. He can hear a bank being robbed a mile away.
他能闻到共产主义分子密谋反叛的气味 He can smell the Communists cooking a rebellious plot.
他与犯罪，非正义做着不懈的斗争。在每本书的末尾…… He's a diligent fighter of crime, injustice, and at the end of every book...
……当他获得警察或者联邦调查局颁发的奖牌时，他总是说 ...as he is being given a medal by the police or the FBI, he always says:
“视而不见的人才更瞎！” "There are none so blind as those who will not see!"
我要多吃点你的意大利腊肠 I'm taking some more of your salami.
从什么时候开始警察和联邦调查局开始颁发奖牌了？ Since when do the police and the FBI give out medals?
从我母亲说他们这样做开始 Since my mother says they do.
我们喝点什么吧 我只有葡萄酒 -Let's have a drink. -All I've got is wine.
我也只喝这个 配腊肠？ -That's all I drink. -With salami?
什么都配 With everything.
真的有孩子读这些书吗？ Do children really read those books?
嘘……我正在数数，这样等我回来的时候才不会踩进野餐里 I'm counting so I don't step in the picnic on the way back.
我刚刚把你所有的意大利腊肠都解决掉了 You have just finished your salami.
她还继续写书吗？ Does she still write them?
不，当我还是孩子的时候，她写了6本 No. She wrote six of them when I was a kid.
它们虽然不是《欢乐满人间》，但还是相当流行的，除非你是个盲人 They were no Mary Poppins, but pretty popular unless you are blind.
他们没有确切地说喜欢书写成这样 They didn't exactly tell it like it is.
我猜这些书是暗示她希望我能变成那样 I guess they were a projection of what she hoped I'd be.
某种盲人超人 Sort of a sightless superman.
你有去过什么特殊学校什么的吗？ Did you have to go to any special school or anything?
我上的是普通学校。当我毕业的时候…… I went to a regular school. When I finished there...
……没有发生任何事情。直到一年前 ...nothing happened to me until a year ago.
一年前发生了什么？ What happened a year ago?
弗莱彻一家搬到我们隔壁 A family named Fletcher moved near us.
他们的女儿琳达常常为我读文章 Their daughter Linda used to read to me.
他是我的第一个亲密朋友 She was the first close friend I had.
她很出色，也很粗犷 She was fantastic and wild.
她常常把我载到这里，带我参加各种聚会 She used to drive me here all the time and take me to all kinds of parties.
琳达给了我其他人没有想到要给我的东西——自信 Linda gave me something that nobody else had thought to give me: confidence.
这改变了我的整个生活 It changed my whole life.
她说服我要离开家 She talked me into leaving home.
她为我找了这个公寓，起初，我害怕得要命 She found this apartment for me. At first, I was scared to death.
但我做到了 But I did it.
也许这是个错误。我不知道 不，不，这不是 -Maybe it was a mistake. I don't know. -No. No, it wasn't.
有时候你不得不做 You'd have to do it sometime.
后来琳达怎么样了？ What's happened to Linda?
她在我们参加的一个聚会上疯狂地爱上了一个画家，跟他一起搬到墨西哥去了 She flipped for a painter we met at a party and went to live with him in Mexico.
我希望她能在这里。事情也许会简单许多 I wish she were here. It would make it a lot easier.
没事，我在呢 Well, I'm here.
我就在隔壁右边，任何时候你需要我，只要敲敲墙壁 I'm right next door. Anytime you need me, just knock.
你甚至不需要敲，只要低语我就能听到 You don't even have to knock. You just have to whisper and I'll hear you.
嘿，你知道吗？为什么我们不打开那扇门？ Hey, you know what? Why don't we open that door?
哪扇门？ 通往我的公寓的那扇门 -Which door? -That door to my apartment.
那需要一把钥匙 There must be a key.
我们可以翘开 Let's unlock it.
这样我们就能来回地出入公寓，而不用每次都跑过楼道 Then we can go back and forth without having to run down the hall.
看门人可能有把钥匙，但是我不认为我们应该去向他索取 The janitor probably has a key, but I don't think we ought to ask him.
我不觉得我们该那样做 为什么不？我们是朋友，不是吗？ -I don't think we should do that. -Why not? We're friends, right?
是的，但是那样我们就几乎生活在一起了 Yeah, but we'd be practically living together.
别人会怎么看？ How would it look?
谁在乎怎么看？我反正看不到 Who cares how it looks? I can't see anyway.
我打赌用这把快刀就能翘开 I bet we can open it with this sharp knife.
我们要把这个柜子挪开 好的，朝你的方向挪 -We'll have to move the chest. -Okay. Move it towards you.
那儿。很好 There. That's fine.
该死！ Damn it!
好吧，我们只能去找管理员了 让我试试 -Well, We'll have to call the janitor. -Let me try.
你做到了！打开了！ You did it! It's open!
别看！乱的绝对像个猪圈！ 我不会的 -Don't look! It's an absolute pigsty! -I won't.
天，对不起 God, I'm sorry.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
我会习惯的 I'll get the hang of it.
我只是不知道什么时候 I just don't know when.
哦，就让它开着吧 Oh, let's leave it open.
好的，不过你关上的时候说一声，我才不会碰了鼻子 Okay, but tell me if you close it, so I don't break my nose.
你会希望是琳达而不是我住在哪边吗？ Do you wish it were Linda living there instead of me?
我从没那么想过。你为什么这么问？ I hadn't thought about it. Why do you ask?
我只是好奇，你是否依然爱着她 I just wondered if you were still in love with her.
我说过我爱上她了吗？ Did I say I was in love with her?
如果我问的问题过于私人，提醒我闭嘴 If I get too personal, tell me to shut up.
我得意忘形了 I get carried away.
你爱上了琳达了吗？ Were you in love with her?
嗯？ Are you?
我想每个人都应该有些自己的秘密 I think every man should have some mystery about him.
而琳达就是我的秘密 And that'll be mine.
她长得怎么样？ 非常可爱 -What's she like? -She's very pretty.
你怎么知道？ How do you know?
我能感觉到一个人的脸，想象他们是什么样子 I can feel a person's face and get a good idea what they look like.
我能通过外形和手感辨别 I can tell by shapes and textures.
你好奇我长什么样子吗？ 是的 -Do you wonder what I look like? -Yes.
我很漂亮 I'm gorgeous.
真的吗？ Are you really?
对于长相我可不会撒谎 I wouldn't lie about something like that.
我常常想如果我能看见半分钟光明，那么我就能看见自己长什么样 I've always thought if I could see for half a minute then I could see how I look.
我可以告诉你。你长得可爱又很性感 I'll tell you. Cute and very sexy.
你的头发非常柔软 Your hair's very soft.
很长 It's very long.
天！ Jesus!
哦，别害怕 怎么了？ -Oh, don't be frightened. -What happened?
没事。这叫假发 Nothing. It's called a fall.
就是粘在你头上的一片长头发 It's a long piece of hair you attach to your head.
不是你的头发？ 这甚至不是我的假发套 -Not your hair? -It's not even my fall.
我从苏珊·波特借来的，我自己有头发 I borrowed it from Susan Potter. I do have my own hair.
看！我意思是说，摸摸看 See? I mean, feel.
噢，天！现在又怎么了？ Oh, God! Now what?
这只是假睫毛 It's just an eyelash.
你自己没有睫毛吗？ You don't have eyelashes?
当然有，不过假睫毛能够让我的眼睛看起来更大一点 Of course, but these just make my eyes look bigger.
它们比我自己的要长。难道琳达都没有戴这些吗？ They're longer than mine. Didn't Linda wear them?
没有 No.
她大概有一根天生的长辫子。我恨她 She probably had naturally long lashes. I hate her.
来吧 Come on.
真把我吓坏了 别担心，现在起都是真的了 -This is scaring the hell out of me. -Don't worry. It's all real from now on.
我像伊丽莎白·泰勒吗？ 我从没摸过伊丽莎白·泰勒 -Am I not the image of Elizabeth Taylor? -I never felt Elizabeth Taylor.
我们看起来相当像。特别是如果你是盲人 We look exactly alike. Especially if you can't see.
那是我的乳房 That's my breast.
全是我的 All mine.
两个都是 Both of them.
怎么了？ 你觉得怎么了？ -What's matter? -What do you think is matter?
如果我知道就不会问了 I wouldn't ask if I knew.
你为什么这样做？这是什么 Why are you doing this? What is it?
残疾人友好周，还是什么的？ Be Kind to the Handicapped Week, or something?
甚至从你今天早上进来开始你就一直感到内疚 You've been feeling sorry for me ever since you came in here this morning.
带他去购物，与他共度好时光 Take him shopping, show him a good time.
为他穿衣服，然后就要关心我的社会服务了 Get him into the sack and that'll take care of my social work.
谢谢，但这不是对我的恩赐 Thanks a lot, but don't patronize me.
别为我感到内疚 Don't you feel sorry for me.
好吧，让我告诉你一些事情，大嘴巴 Well, let me tell you something, big mouth.
我不会为任何人做我不想做的事情 I don't do anything for anybody I don't want to.
如果我对任何要跟我上床的家伙…… And I'll be goddamned if I'll feel sorry for any guy...
……感到内疚的话，我会被诅咒的 ...who's going to go to bed with me.
"I knew the day you met me
"I could love you if you let me
"Though you touched my cheek and said how
"easy you'd forget me you said
"Butterflies are free"
吉尔！ Jill!
我在这里 你在干什么？ -I'm in here. -What are you doing?
我在找东西 I'm looking for something.
哦，找到了 Oh, here it is.
早上好 Good morning.
你把头发怎么了？ What've you done to your hair?
我只是梳理了一下 I just combed it.
好吧，我会处理的 这样有什么不好吗？ -Well, I'll fix it. -What's wrong with it?
它跟你的新衣服不搭配 It doesn't go with your new clothes.
我给你一件礼物 I have a present for you.
在这里 It's in here.
美丽的木头 还有珍珠母 -Beautiful wood. -And mother-of-pearl.
我到哪里都带着这个 I take this with me everywhere.
这里的每件东西都对我非常重要 Everything that's important to me is in here.
这是一块月亮或者星星的石头 This is a piece of the moon or a star.
我在沙漠里捡到的，我把它拿给地质学家看 I found it in the desert and I showed it to this geologist.
他说他从没在地球上看见任何类似的矿石 He said he'd never seen any mineral like it on earth.
可能是从月亮或者星星上陨落的 It probably fell from the moon or a star.
它感觉就像是一块石头 好吧，它不是 -It feels like a rock. -Well, it isn't.
这是一颗我的乳牙 And this is one of my baby teeth.
谢谢 Thank you.
这是我的出生证明 And this is my birth certificate.
这是我在高中表演音乐剧《天皇》的一张照片 And this is a picture of me when I was in The Mikado in high school.
哦，这个不是很好 不，让我看看 -Oh, it's not very good, anyway. -No, let me see it.
你以前有点胖 是的 -You were chubbier then. -Yeah.
你能感觉的出来？哦，我信任你 Can you feel that? Oh, I believed you.
我总是相信你 I always believe you.
这是我的最后遗嘱 And this is my last will and testament.
你的最后遗嘱？ Your last will and testament?
这是我葬礼的流程文件。我的全部遗产将被平均…… And the instructions to my funeral. My entire estate is to be divided equally...
……分给那些我临终时最亲密的四个朋友 ...among whoever are my four closest friends when I die.
名字将在随后填上 Names will be filled in later.
你看上去身体健康的很 不是因为疾病 -I thought you didn't like anything morbid. -But it isn't morbid.
这才是重点 That's the point.
葬礼并不是因为疾病而举行 Funerals don't have to be morbid.
我只是写上我像要的埋葬方式，在一个大教堂里…… I know just how I want mine. In a big church...
……把所有的椅子都搬走…… ...and I want all the pews removed...
……只有一个大垫子让人们随意躺坐 ...and nothing but big cushions for people to lie around on.
我希望没有人穿着丧服 And I don't want anybody dressed in black.
他们应全部穿着欢快，明亮的颜色和奇特的衣服 They should all be in gay, bright colors and far-out clothes.
他们应当在喝酒，或者抽水烟，或者任何他们想做的事情 They should all be drinking or smoking pot or whatever they want.
我想让萨尔瓦多·达利用许多绝妙的画来粉饰墙壁 And I want Salvador Dali to paint the walls with lots of groovy pictures.
我还希望能有鲜花 And I want flowers.
许多鲜花 Tons of flowers.
不要花圈 Not funeral wreaths.
只需要在四处散落许多野花 Just tons of wild flowers strewn everywhere.
还有蝴蝶 And butterflies.
是的，许多蝴蝶 Yes, lots of butterflies.
当然，其他动物也行 And other animals can come, too.
我希望自始至终都有音乐伴奏 I want music playing all the time.
我想让尼尔·戴蒙德为我写一首特殊的悼念歌曲，并亲自演唱 And I want Neil Diamond to write me a special memoriam and sing it.
我想让斯通…… I want the Stones to sing...
……还有西蒙和加芬克尔，以及也纳童声合唱团来演唱 ...and Simon and Garfunkel and the Vienna Boys' Choir.
还有我 And me.
当然有你 Definitely you.
你患了什么病要写这些？ 没有病 -What is so morbid about that? -Nothing.
看起来是要埋在迪斯尼乐园里 It's like being buried at Disneyland.
找到了。给你的礼物 Here it is. A present for you.
是什么？ 它摸起来像什么 -What is it? -What does it feel like?
像是一根项链 It feels like a necklace.
这是彩色链珠。当我是嬉皮士的时候戴的 They're love beads. I wore them when I was a hippie.
我想把它送给你 And I want you to have them.
它们看上去很配你，特别是我给你打理完头发 They look groovy on you, especially when I fix your hair.
来吧 Come on.
坐在这儿 Sit right here.
我不想看起来太狂野了 你看起来根本不狂野 -I don't want to look too wild. -You won't look wild at all.
你会看起来像拜伦勋爵那样漂亮和浪漫 You'll look beautiful and romantic like Lord Byron.
他长得什么样？ 我不知道 -What did he look like? -I don't know.
天，我饿了 God, I'm hungry.
在冰箱里有几个苹果 太好了 -There are a couple of apples in the fridge. -Good.
有几颗可怕的莴苣，这可不是我想要的 There's an awful lot of lettuce, which is not what I'm dreaming of.
只有一个苹果 你吃吧。我不饿 -There's only one apple. -It's yours. I'm not hungry.
现在，放松，一点也不痛 Now, relax. It won't hurt a bit.
你什么时候当过嬉皮士？ 几年前，我还是个孩子的时候 -When were you a hippie? -Years ago, when I was a kid.
我猜就在我结婚之后 I guess it was right after my marriage.
那时我常在日落大道闲逛，抽水烟，向警察吐口水，什么的 I used to hang around the Sunset Strip, smoke pot, spit at the cops, the whole bit.
我这样做只是因为其他人都这么做 I only did it because everybody else was doing it.
后来我不做了，因为其他人都这么做 And then I stopped doing it because everybody else was doing it.
我丧失了我的个性 I was losing my individuality.
当然，最主要的是，为了向我的母亲抗议…… But the main thing, of course, was to protest against my mother...
……不过没什么用 ...which didn't work.
有一天我留着又长又枯的头发，穿着肮脏的凉鞋和夸张的衣服走进来…… I walked in one day with long, stringy hair, dirty sandals and freaky clothes...
……结果她喜欢我的装扮 ...and she loved it.
然后她也打扮成这样…… Then she comes in with long, stringy hair, dirty sandals...
…… ...and freaky clothes.
你怎么能向跟你做一样事情的人抗议呢？对吧？ How do you protest against somebody who's doing the same thing you are, right?
所以我采取了其他方法，我加入了共和党青年团 So, then I went the other way and I joined the Young Republicans.
又是一个错误 Another mistake.
根本就没有共和党青年团 There's no such thing as a young republican.
好了，你看起来棒极了 There. You look terrific.
不会太狂野吧？ 不，不会 -It doesn't look too wild? -No. It doesn't look wild.
这让你有魅力 美丽？ -It gives you charisma. -Charisma?
潇洒！星光闪耀！ Pizzazz! Star quality!
我的意思是，如果你有魅力，你甚至不需要天分 I mean, you don't even need talent if you have charisma.
他们会排着队踮起脚来看你 They'll line up for blocks to see you.
哇 Wow.
你真美 You're beautiful.
你是个内外都很美的人 You're a beautiful person inside and out.
我也喜欢你 Well, I like you, too.
昨天当我把你的手放在我的…… Yesterday when I took your hand and put it on my breast...
……乳房上时，你吓了一跳？ ...were you shocked?
有点 Sort of.
我也是 So was I.
这不是道德或者其他什么的观点 I don't mean from the standpoint of morals or anything.
我只是惊讶在我没有预料的情况下，触摸一个女孩的乳房 I was surprised to be feeling a girl's breast when I wasn't expecting to.
我恨你把我想象成，那种到处随便把男人的手放在我的乳房上的人 I'd hate for you to think that I go around putting men's hands on my breast.
不，我没有把你当成那种随便的人 No, I don't think you go around doing that.
我不是 Well, I don't.
我的意思是，如果我想要和一个人上床，我通常面带一点微笑…… I mean, if I want to go to bed with a guy usually I have this little smile...
……让他知道我的想法 ...that lets him know I'm interested.
哦，是吗？什么样的微笑。我想感受一下 Oh, yeah? Smile that smile. I want to feel it.
那就是？ 不 -That's it? -No.
我现在做不出来。你让我发笑 I can't do it now. You're making me laugh.
我一会儿再示范 I'll do it later.
但是，我最好跟你还是用不同的沟通手段，是吗？ But I did have to use a different approach with you, didn't I?
另外，我不想让你认为我是个讨厌的人 Anyway, I didn't want you to think I was terrible.
我没有 I didn't.
我不会 I don't.
哦，我讨厌把性拿来讨论 Oh, I hate talking about sex.
但是我确实想让你知道昨晚，你…… But I did want you to know that last night you were....
你真的…… You were really....
就像是国庆节的焰火？ Like the Fourth of July?
是的，就像是国庆节的焰火，像圣诞节 Yeah. Like the Fourth of July. And like Christmas.
你要去哪里？ 我想来杯咖啡 -Where are you going? -I thought I'd make some coffee.
好极了。我们在床上吃早餐 Great. We'll have breakfast in bed.
你好，母亲 我很高兴我找到你了，唐尼 -Hello, Mother. -I'm glad I found you in, Donnie.
吉尔，这是我母亲 Jill, this is my mother.
你的母亲？难道我呆在这里已经一个月了？ Your mother? Have I been here a month?
母亲，这是本森太太 Mother, this is Mrs. Benson.
你好？ 你好，本森，太太？ -How do you do? -How do you do, Mrs. Benson?
你也住在这里吗？ Are you living here, too?
不，我住在隔壁 No, I live next door.
我昨天只是进来要杯咖啡 I just came in for a cup of coffee yesterday.
我的衬衫拉链拉不上 我明白了 -I had trouble zipping up my blouse. -So I see.
你的衬衫在哪里？ Where is your blouse?
我看看，一定在周围的什么地方 Now let me see, it must be around here somewhere.
哦，在这里 Oh, here it is.
你瞧，我要拉上这么长的拉链，自己很难做到的 You see, I have this long zipper and it's hard to do up alone.
这里，把你的衣服穿上 Here, put your things on.
母亲，你来这里干什么？我们有约定的 Mother, what're you doing here? We had an agreement.
我恰好在附近 I was in the neighborhood.
你去的是塞克斯百货，要穿越半个城呢 You were at Saks, which is halfway across town.
我给你买了些衬衫…… I bought you some shirts...
……并且我想如果自己送来，你就能及时地穿上了 ...and I thought you'd have them sooner if I brought them myself.
我不再需要衬衫了 I don't need any shirts.
你把它当成来这里的一个借口 You bought them as an excuse to come down here.
你介意吗？ Would you mind?
谢谢 Thank you.
这就是你离家住的地方吗？ 是的 -And this is what you left home for? -This is it.
这不是白金汉宫，对吧？ 是的，这是个泰姬陵 -It isn't Buckingham Palace, is it? -No, it's the Taj Mahal.
这就是你吃饭的地方，在地板上？ Is this where you eat, on the floor?
那恰好是海滩 That happens to be a beach.
这些家具打哪儿来的？ Where did this furniture come from?
一些是公寓原来就有的，其余的从一家旧货店买的 Some of it came with the apartment. The rest from a junk shop.
别告诉我，我猜猜看 Don't tell me which is which. Let me guess.
天知道这叫什么？ What in God's name is this?
我不知道你看到了什么 I don't know what you're looking at.
我无法描述 I can't describe it.
这是我的公寓 It's my apartment.
你是否想过要雇一个佣人，本森太太？ Have you ever thought of hiring a maid, Mrs. Benson?
我可以自己处理 I can manage.
我也许邋遢，但是不肮脏，“邋遢”与“肮脏”还是有区别的 I might be sloppy, but not dirty. There's a difference between "sloppy" and "dirty."
我很高兴听到这些。这扇门总是开着的吗？ I'm so glad to hear that. Has this door always been open?
不，过去通常是关着。我昨晚打开了 No. It's always been locked. I opened it last night.
那到底是什么东西？ 现在你在看什么？ -What on earth is that? -Now what are you looking at?
我也想知道 是你的床 -That's what I'd like to know. -It's your bed.
是我的床 它是不是很棒？ -It's my bed. -Isn't it terrific?
你居然在上面睡？ You actually sleep up there?
像个婴儿 如果你跌下来怎么办？ -Like a baby. -What happens if you fall out?
我会走到梯子那里，然后再爬上去 你的衣服在哪里？ -I go to the ladder and climb up again. -Where are your clothes?
在浴室 In the bathroom.
浴室在哪里，床下吗？ 正是 -Where is the bathroom, under the bed? -That's right.
哇！你说的非常正确 关于什么的？ -Wow! Were you ever right? -About what?
她永远不会得过梅毒。我怀疑她是你的亲生母亲 She never had syphilis. I'm surprised she had you.
你为什么把我介绍成本森太太？ How come you introduced me as Mrs. Benson?
这会让你听起来显得更有地位 It made you sound more important.
她在干什么？ 试试抽水马桶 -What's she doing? -Testing the plumbing.
她对水管什么的很痴迷 She's a nut about plumbing.
你怎么知道你妈妈来了？ How'd you know it was her?
她进来的时候，没有发出任何声响 When she came in she didn't make a sound.
闻出来的。她用的香水叫Numero Dix，每次都用掉半瓶 Smell. It's called Numero Dix. She uses half a bottle at a time.
当她在附近的时候，我总是能知道 And I always know when she's around.
就好像系在猫咪脖子上的铃铛 It's like having a bell on a cat.
现在她在干什么？ Now what's she doing?
检查一下我是否有足够的袜子和内衣 Checking to see if I've got enough socks and underwear.
她正在收集能够打击我的证据，好让我回家 She is gathering evidence to hit me with and try to make me come home.
她已经改变了她的策略。过去她会走进来说： She's changed her tactics, though. She should have walked in and said:
“我都要哭了” "I could absolutely cry."
她会说的 不会，我知道她所有的口头禅 -She'll say it. -No. I know all her routines.
她会说。我跟你打个赌。赌今晚的晚饭怎么样？ She'll say it. I'll make you a bet. How about dinner tonight?
如果她没有说，那么我输了。我们就在我那边吃饭，我来付钱 Now, if she doesn't say it, then I lose and we eat in my place and I pay.
如果她说了。我们在这里吃饭，你来付钱 But if she says it, we eat here and you pay.
成交 她来了 -Okay. -Here she comes.
好吧，那就是所谓的浴室 Well, that's some bathroom.
难怪你会把它藏在床下 我想你还要说点别的 -No wonder you hide it under the bed. -I thought you'd say something else.
我还没说完。我甚至还没开始 I haven't finished. I haven't even started.
继续说浴室吧，把它说完 只有一件实情可以讲 -Say it and get it over with. -There's only one thing to say.
也许你该感恩看不见你住的地方 Perhaps it's a blessing that you can't see what you're living in.
母亲，当我走进这扇门的时候，我就时时刻刻都在感恩 Mother, I count that blessing every time I walk in the door.
唐尼，我能说实话吗？ Donnie, can I be honest?
你会吗？ 就是这句了 -Can you? -This is it.
我很震惊，还充满恐惧 I am shocked and appalled.
哦，我输了 Oh, I lose.
7点半，行不？ 可以 -7:30, okay? -Perfect.
在你的浴室里没有浴盆 There's no tub in your bathroom.
浴盆在餐桌下面 It's under the dining table.
我都要哭了 I could absolutely cry.
你赢了！吃汉堡包行吗？ You win! Are hamburgers all right?
耶。但至少每人两个 Yeah. But at least two each.
这里就像个老鼠洞，唐尼。我也要说说你 I'm not talking about this rat hole, Donnie. I'm talking about you, too.
看看你。你头上是什么东西？ Look at you. What's that on your head?
法国海外雇用军帽 你入伍了？ -French Foreign Legion cap. -Have you enlisted?
没有，我过去被征召过 No, I was drafted.
我没有说这个。你瘦了 I'm not just talking about that. You have lost weight.
我没有，我的体重刚好配我的身高 I haven't. I'm the perfect weight for my height.
6尺1英寸，而且我11岁了 我要看看你都吃些什么 -6'1" and my age, 11. -I'd just like to see what you're eating.
为什么？这里没东西，只有些莴苣和一个苹果 Why, there's nothing in here but lettuce and an apple.
哪里？ Where?
在莴苣后面 Behind the lettuce.
你瞧，我知道还有一个 告诉我，本森先生在哪里？ -See, I knew there was another one. -Tell me, where is Mr. Benson?
谁是本森先生？ 我想应该是你的丈夫 -Who's Mr. Benson? -I assumed he was your husband.
哦，你是指杰克。我不知道 Oh, you mean Jack. I don't know.
我上一次看见他，是在繁华大街的一家汉堡包农庄店外面 The last I saw him, he was outside of the Hamburger Hamlet on the Strip.
怎么了？ 我对你的婚姻状况很好奇 -Why? -I was curious about your marital status.
我没有结婚 吉尔离婚了，母亲 -I haven't any. -Jill's divorced, Mother.
好吧，你多大了，本森太太？ Well, how old are you, Mrs. Benson?
19 Nineteen.
19岁？ Nineteen?
你就已经结婚还离婚了？ And you've already been married and divorced?
是的 Yeah.
你结婚多久？ How long were you married?
6天 Six days.
在第七天，你休息了？ And on the seventh day, you rested?
不是，我结束了 No, I split.
我现在需要改变了。我是个等待试镜的演员 I got to change now. I have an audition.
等待什么的试镜？ 一出戏。在宇宙工厂 -Audition for what? -A play. At the Cosmic Workshop.
我正在跟本森太太聊天 I was speaking to Mrs. Benson.
一出戏。在宇宙工厂 A play. At the Cosmic Workshop.
这么说，你是一个演员 Then, you're an actress.
是的 Well, yeah.
除了你的内裤之外，我能看见你穿点别的吗？ Might I have seen you in anything besides your underwear?
除非你去比佛利山高中 Not unless you went to Beverly Hills High School.
我在音乐剧《天皇》中饰演 I was in The Mikado.
洋洋 I played Yum-Yum.
我相信你演过 I'm sure you did.
你的母亲知道你在哪里吗？ Does your mother know where you are?
当然 Sure.
她同意你的生活方式吗？ And does she approve of the way you're living?
我的什么生活方式？ What way am I living?
母亲，你是在做什么调查吗？ Mother, are you conducting some kind of survey?
唐尼，你在自讨苦吃 You're asking for it, Donnie.
我相信本森太太不会介意回答几个问题 I'm sure Mrs. Benson doesn't mind answering a few questions.
是吧，本森太太？ 我已经面试过了 -Do you, Mrs. Benson? -I have this audition.
你的父亲是做什么的？ What does your father do?
哪一个？ 你有多少个父亲？ -Which one? -How many fathers have you?
4个，一个亲的，3个后继的 Four. One real and three steps.
你母亲已经结了4次婚？ Your mother has been married four times?
远不止。我们住在洛杉矶 So far. We live in Los Angeles.
也就是说你来自一个破碎的家庭 Then you come from a broken home.
有那么点意思 Several.
为什么你母亲这么经常结婚？ Why does your mother marry so often?
我不知道。我猜她喜欢这样吧 I don't know. I guess she likes it.
我的意思是，她喜欢结婚的过程。但是显然不喜欢结婚后的生活 I mean, she likes getting married. Obviously, she doesn't like being married.
我想，现在我最好离开了，好吗？ Now, I think I'd better get started, okay?
再见！ Ciao!
别忘了7点半这里见 7点半这里要干什么 -Don't forget: 7:30, here. -What happens at 7:30 here?
吉尔和我要一起吃晚饭 Jill and I are having dinner together.
只有我们两个 本森太太？ -Just the two of us, alone. -Mrs. Benson?
我想你忘记了什么 什么？ -I think you've forgotten something. -What is it?
苏珊·波特的假发 Susan Potter's hair.
我把门关上了 我没有怪你 -I'm closing the door. -I don't blame you.
你一定要这么粗鲁吗？ 我粗鲁吗？ -Did you have to be so goddamn rude? -Was I rude?
问这些个问题 All those questions.
你难道是希尔斯波路的首席检察官吗？ Are you the attorney general of Hillsborough?
我想我有权力知道关于我儿子朋友的事情 I think I have a right to know something about my son's friends.
权利？那谈谈我的权利吧 Rights? Let's talk about my rights.
你应该下个月才出现的 You're not supposed to be here for another month.
你今天为什么来？ Why'd you come today?
从什么时候开始，你像这样跟我讲话了？ Since when do you speak to me like this?
从你偷偷溜进我的房间开始 Since when do you sneak into my room?
我没有。房门没有上锁 你该先敲门 -I didn't. The door was unlocked. -You could have knocked.
这是一次突袭检查 早就该检查了 -I thought it was a raid. -It should've been.
你为什么不锁房门？ 因为直到我知道门周围的路…… -Why don't you lock your door? -Because until I knew my way around...
……让人更容易进来 ...it was easier to let people come in.
但我告诉你，从现在开始它必须锁上 But I assure you, it will be locked from now on.
我原以为我今天来这里是给你一个大惊喜 Well, I thought my coming here today was going to be a nice surprise for you.
如果我知道会受到如此待遇…… 至少你已经来了 -If I knew I'd be treated like this-- -You'd have come anyway.
我很高兴我来了。我最糟糕的担忧已经变成了现实 I'm glad I did. My worst fears have been realized.
谢天谢地 Thank heaven for that.
我最担忧的是，你最担忧的事情没有变为现实 My worst fear was that your worst fears wouldn't be realized.
想象一下，如果你走进来，对一切都满意。我们就没有话题可说了 Imagine if you came in here and liked it? We'd have nothing to talk about.
你一定要选择这样肮脏的一个邻居吗？ Did you have to choose such a sordid neighborhood?
对我而言，看上去跟希尔斯波路没什么区别 To me, it looks just like Hillsborough.
如果我跟这种类人作邻居，我一定会吓坏的 I'd be terrified to live with the type of people around here.
他们对我很好 我打赌他们会的 -They've been nice to me. -I'll bet they have.
昨天你告诉我你几乎不知道本森太太的名字 Yesterday you told me you didn't even know Mrs. Benson's name.
那是昨天 That was yesterday.
那么，你们无疑非常匆忙就成为朋友了，对吗？ Well, you certainly became friends in a hurry, didn't you?
她是个非常友善的女孩 是的，我看她也是 -She's a very friendly girl. -Yes, I can see she is.
我能问个私人问题吗？ 不行 -May I ask you a personal question? -No.
你跟这个女孩睡过了吗？ 我想你最好别问 -Have you slept with this girl? -I thought you'd never ask.
是的 Yes, I have.
好像我不知道一样 如果你知道，你为什么要问？ -As if I didn't know. -If you know, why do you ask?
现在我知道你为什么这么急切地要独立生活了 Now I know why you were so anxious to have your own place.
哦，我知道了，唐尼 I know you, Donnie.
你的表情就像是又看到了琳达·弗莱切 You've got that Linda Fletcher look again.
你也爱上了这个女孩 如果确实这样呢？ -You'll fall in love with this girl, too. -And if I do?
我是异性恋这困扰到你了吗？ Does it bother you I'm heterosexual?
本森太太完全不是一个母亲所梦想的儿媳 Mrs. Benson is not exactly the girl a mother dreams of for her son.
我对你所梦想的女孩不感兴趣 I'm not interested in the girl of your dreams.
她的小圆眼睛长得象鸟，手指像旗杆 She's got beady little eyes like a bird and a figure like a flagpole.
你描述的女孩正是我所梦想的 You've described the girl of my dreams.
你看不出好的和坏的区别。我能 You can't see the difference between good and bad. I can.
我能观察人们的脸和眼睛。你不能 I can look into people's faces and eyes. You can't.
我能穿越他们的眼睛，看到他们的灵魂 I can see past their eyes, into their souls.
请别忘记了小唐尼·达克，还有他的幻视能力 Leave us not forget Little Donnie Dark and all that vision.
我希望你确实有那种幻视能力 我确信你有，母亲 -I wish you did have some of that vision. -I'm sure you do, Mother.
事实上你难道没有因为你生下了一个失明孩子而感到羞耻？ Deep down haven't you always been ashamed you produced a blind child?
这没什么可羞愧的 那么尴尬呢？ -There's nothing to be ashamed of. -Embarrassed, then?
你从来没给我尴尬的理由 You have never given me reason to be embarrassed by you.
进来 Come on in.
很抱歉打断你们 I hate to bother you.
什么事？ What is it?
只是另一个拉链问题 Just another zipper.
坚持下去，我想你会获胜 Hang in there. I think you're winning.
非常感谢 Thank you so much.
她对你可真有帮助。她甚至都不能自己穿衣服 She'll be a big help to you. She can't even dress herself.
那就是我能帮助她的地方 我有一个绝妙的建议 -That's where I can help her. -I have a wonderful idea:
你回家来。我把你的床升高。在车库里有一架梯子 You come home, I'll have your bed raised. There's a ladder in the garage.
很好的尝试，母亲。只是这不一样 Nice try, Mother. It just wouldn't be the same.
好吧。如果你坚持呆在这里，我就不再供养你 All right, if you insist on staying here, I will not support you.
你要干什么？ 打电话给《旧金山新闻》 -What're you doing? -Calling the Chronicle.
弗洛伦斯·贝克拒绝帮助残疾人 Florence Baker refuses to help the handicapped.
我是严肃的，唐尼 那我会打电话给《纽约时报》 -I'm serious, Donnie. -Then I'll call The New York Times.
你要怎么弄钱？你积攒的那点很快就会花光 What are you going to do for money? The little you saved must be gone now.
我总能拿着一个锡罐子，走遍大街 I can always walk along the streets with a tin cup.
现在你在使我尴尬了 不会。我会避开塞克斯百货的 -Now you're embarrassing me. -No, I'll keep away from Saks.
你马上停止开玩笑，告诉我你的计划 You just stop all this joking and tell me what your plans are.
我计划弹唱吉他赚钱。我弹得很好。你自己说过的 I plan to sing and play the guitar. I'm pretty good. You said so yourself.
我没有想到你会计划靠此为生 I had no idea you were planning to make a career of it.
你对你面临的困境没有一点主意吗？ Have you any idea of the competition you're facing?
我有跟其他人一样好的机会 I have just as good a chance as anybody else.
甚至更好。我有魅力 Better. I have charisma.
我能问一下你是怎么得出这个辉煌结论的？ May I ask how you arrived at this brilliant decision?
这是最基本的，我亲爱的母亲，用最基本的排除法 It's elementary, my dear Mother, by the simple process of elimination.
我罗列了所有我不能做的事情，像商务航空飞行 I made a long list of all the things I couldn't do, like commercial airline pilot.
我怀疑美环球航空公司会乐意让我驾驶他们的飞机…… I doubt that TWA would be too pleased of having me flying their planes...
……美联合航空或者泛美航空也不会。 ...nor United or Pan Am.
摄影家？ Photographer?
绝对剔除，还有球类运动员和出租车司机 A definite out, along with ball player and cab driver.
斗牛士？ Matador?
我不看好 Didn't strike me as too promising.
很坦诚 Honestly.
我考虑过做眼科医生…… I considered becoming an eye doctor...
……但这就好像盲人给盲人引路 ...but that would just be a case of the blind leading the blind.
开个玩笑，母亲 That was a little joke, Mother.
我说了是个小玩笑 I said it was little.
我猜这吉他演奏的主意是琳达·弗莱彻灌输给你的 I suppose Linda Fletcher put this guitar idea into your head.
你会说这是个好主意 You might say she was instrumental.
哦，天！ 那也是个玩笑 -Oh, boy! -That was another joke.
你开始嘲笑某件事。人们会把你当成女同性恋的 You got to start laughing at something. People are going to think you're a lesbian.
你确实变得油腔滑调了，对吗？ You certainly have picked up some colorful language, haven't you?
在这里你能学到每件事 好吧，我想，年青人…… -You learn everything down here. -Yes. Well, I think, young man...
……你学得够多了 ...you have learned just about enough.
我几乎不认识我自己的儿子了 I hardly recognize my own son.
你在做什么？ 我很久以前就该做的事情 -What are you doing? -What I should've done long ago.
我要把你带回家 算了吧，母亲，没门 -I'm taking you home. -Forget it, Mother. There's no way.
你不能一个人呆在这儿 我不是一个人。我有朋友 -You cannot stay down here alone. -I'm not alone. I have friends.
你的那些聚会都是骗我的，这里没有聚会。你也没有朋友 You haven't fooled me with these parties. There are no parties. You have no friends.
我现在有了。本森太太 一条导盲犬也比她好 -I have now. I have Mrs. Benson. -You'd be better off with a Seeing Eye dog.
那可没意思，另外，我已经有一个导盲母亲 Not as much fun. Besides, I got a Seeing Eye mother.
很好，而且她正要带你回家 That's right and she's taking you home.
本森太太还要学习怎么自己穿衣服 Mrs. Benson'll have to learn how to dress herself.
把行李箱放下 你要跟我回家 -Put the suitcase away. -You're coming home with me.
给我行李箱 Give me that suitcase.
它在哪里？把它给我 Where is it? Give it to me.
给我 Give it to me.
妈妈，请停止对我的担忧吧 Mom, now please stop worrying about me.
我会好的 I'll be all right.
如果我的音乐事业不成功，我还可以学习法律和技术 If the music doesn't work out, I can always study law or technology.
现在有许多盲人可从事的工作 There are lots of things blind people can do today.
现在请不要再为我担忧了 Now please, stop worrying.
好了，我该走了，谢谢你的顺道来访 Well, I got to go. Thanks for dropping by.
你要去哪里？ 购物 -Where are you going? -Shopping.
我跟你说过了，我晚上要请本森太太吃饭 I told you, I'm having dinner in tonight, with Mrs. Benson.
只有我们两个 Just the two of us alone.
好吧，我会呆在这里直到你回来 我不要你在这里等 -Well, I'll just wait here until you get back. -I don't want you to wait.
回家路上小心，我明天会打电话给你 Have a nice trip home, and I'll call you tomorrow.
听着，求你，我不想回家的时候还能闻到你在这里 Now, please, I don't want to smell you here when I get back.
晚餐之后，我猜还有一个狂欢吧 And after dinner, I suppose an orgy.
我希望有 I hope so.
不祥的事实终于显露出来：小唐尼·达克原来只是一个老淫棍！ At last the sinister truth is revealed: Little Donnie Dark is just a dirty old man!
本森太太 Mrs. Benson.
什么事？ Yes?
本森太太，我能给你说会儿话吗？ Mrs. Benson, might I speak to you for a moment, please?
我有个试镜，我马上就要走了 I have an audition and I should be leaving soon.
我对这个城市不了解。我常迷路 I don't know this town. I always get lost.
别担心，我不会耽搁你太久的 Don't worry, I'll see that you get off in time.
请进来，坐下，我想我们可以谈一下 Please, come in, sit down. I thought we might have a little chat.
女生之间的谈话。你想要茶还是咖啡？ Just girls, together. Can I get you coffee, tea?
不了，谢谢。如果刚才那个苹果还在的话…… No, thank you. But if that apple is still there.
我相信它还在 I'm sure it is.
唐在哪里？ 购物去了 -Where's Don? -Shopping.
要知道，你必须非常仔细地清洗水果和蔬菜 You must be so careful to wash fruits and vegetables today, you know.
现在什么东西上都喷杀虫剂 They spray those insecticides all over everything.
我不确信这会比害虫的危害少 I'm not sure that the bugs aren't less harmful.
我喜欢好看和闪亮的苹果 I like apples to be nice and shiny.
这场景有点眼熟，像什么来着？ This reminds me of something. What is it?
我不知道 I have no idea.
你递给我苹果，又好又闪亮 You handing me the apple, nice and shiny.
我知道了，白雪公主 I know. Snow White.
记得当巫婆把有毒的苹果递给白雪公主吗？ Remember when the witch brought her the poisoned apple?
对不起，我不是说现在就像那个故事 I'm sorry. I didn't mean that the way it sounded.
我知道你不是巫婆 I know you're not a witch.
当然不是，而且我也知道你不是白雪公主 Of course not. And I know you're not Snow White.
是的，好吧 Yes, well.
我确信我们的谈话很愉快，我希望我能呆得更久一点…… I certainly have enjoyed our talk, and I wish I could stay longer...
……但是我不得不去参加试镜了 ...but I do have my audition.
听着，我的车就停在楼下。我载你去，我们路上谈 Listen, my car is right downstairs. I'll drop you and we can talk on the way.
你真好，贝克太太，我做梦都想不到你这么好 You're too kind, Mrs. Baker. I wouldn't dream of imposing.
你别客气，我整个下午都有空 You're not imposing. I'm free the whole afternoon.
不用了，不管怎么说，谢谢。我要先吃一下午餐 No, thanks anyway. I have to have my lunch first.
我很乐意载你去吃午饭 I'd love to take you to lunch.
我知道最好的餐馆。他们的食物好吃极了 I know the most wonderfuI restaurant. They have the best food.
不了，谢谢 你喜欢烤面条吗？ -No, thanks. -Do you like lasagna?
天气好吗？ Is the sky blue?
他们用八种不同的奶酪做面条…… They make a lasagna with eight different cheeses...
……还有绝密酱汁 ...and the sauce is a state secret.
本森太太，你是如何保持身材的？ How do you manage to keep your figure, Mrs. Benson?
我希望你别叫我本森太太了 I wish you'd stop calling me, Mrs. Benson.
那不是你的名字吗？本森太太 That is your name, isn't it, Mrs. Benson?
但是你叫出来的口气不像是你想要表达的意思 But you don't say it as though you mean it.
我很抱歉，也许我该叫你，吉尔？ I'm sorry. Suppose I call you, Jill.
这样友好多了。我会尽力表达我想说的 That's more friendly. I'll try to say it as though I mean it.
现在，吉尔，说说你的童年 Now, Jill, you were telling me about your childhood.
我的？ I was?
有这么多个父亲，一定很有趣 It must have been interesting, having so many fathers.
呃，是的，实际上是这样 Well, yes, actually, it was.
但是你为什么不直接问重点呢？贝克太太 But why don't you get to the point, Mrs. Baker?
不管怎样我知道你想问什么 I know what it is anyway.
是吗？ You do?
好吧，我知道你并不想请我吃饭，讨论我的童年…… Well, I know you didn't ask me to lunch to discuss my childhood...
……或者告诉我有多可爱 ...or to tell me how pretty I am.
我很感兴趣，你…… I was interested to see...
……和唐尼有哪些共同点 ...what you and Donnie might have in common.
他非常喜欢你 He likes you very much.
我非常喜欢他 I like him very much.
他甚至是我见过的最了不起的人 He might even be the most beautiful person I ever met.
只要想象一下一辈子都看不见任何东西 Just imagine going through life never seeing anything.
看不到鲜花，或者画，甚至圣诞贺卡 Not a flower, or a painting, or even a Christmas card.
哇！我想死，而他却坚强地活着 Wow! I want to die, but he wants to live.
我意思是真正地活着 I mean really live.
他甚至能轻松面对。喔，他真了不起。 He can even kid about it. Wow, he's fantastic.
那么你会希望给予他最好的，不是吗？ Then you would want what's best for him, wouldn't you?
现在我们讨论到重点了。我知道这顿午餐不是免费的。 Now we're getting to it. I knew this lunch wasn't free.
也许我该要求他离开公寓跟你回家？ Maybe I should ask him to leave the apartment and go home with you?
他在家里一直很快乐，直到琳达·弗莱彻…… He was happy at home till Linda Fletcher...
……给他灌输了关于自己的空间的思想 ...filled him with ideas about a place of his own.
好吧，我想你相信他只有跟你才会快乐 Well, I think that you believe that he can only be happy with you.
这就叫，视而不见的人才更瞎 Well, there are none so blind as those who will not see.
天！我能引用狄兰·托马斯和小唐尼·达克的话了 There! I can quote Dylan Thomas and Little Donnie Dark.
你总是会令我大为吃惊 You constantly astonish me.
好吧，我们——世界妇女的榜样 Well, we women of the world do that.
这很滑稽，你真像琳达。毫无疑问唐尼挑选女孩的标准总是一致 It's funny how like Linda you are. Donnie's certainly consistent with his girls.
哦，我的天，已经过3点了 我请客，服务生 -Oh, my goodness, it's after 3:00. -I'll get the check. Waiter.
服务生 Waiter, please.
小洋葱 翻译收藏 Dianna 校对
我希望你不会告诉唐尼我们一起吃午饭的事情 I hope you won't tell Donnie that we had lunch together.
好的，但如果他问起，我不会撒谎 Okay, but if he asks, I won't lie.
他不会问的 He won't ask.
为什么你叫他唐尼？ 那是他的名字 -Why do you call him, Donnie? -Well, that's his name.
难道我说的不是我想表达的意思吗？ 他讨厌被叫做唐尼 -Don't I say it as though I mean it? -He hates being called, Donnie.
他从没说起过 当然说过，你只是没听到 -He's never mentioned it. -Of course he has. You just don't listen.
充耳不闻的人才更聋 There are none so deaf as those who will not hear.
你可以用这种句型造出更多的句子，不是吗？ You could make up a lot of those, couldn't you?
不愿意走路的人才更瘸 There are none so lame as those who will not walk.
不愿意吃的的人才更瘦 There are none so thin as those who will not eat.
你是否真正坦诚地想过，独自一人住在…… Do you really honestly think that it's a good idea for Donnie...
……那种地方对唐尼是个好主意吗？ ...to live there alone?
是的，我的确真正坦诚地感觉到，独自一人住在…… Yes, I really honestly feel it's a good idea for Don...
……任何唐想去的地方对他都是好主意 ...to live wherever he wants to.
另外，他不是独自一人，我就在隔壁 Anyway, he's not alone. I'm right next door.
你会呆多久？那个公寓你会一直租下去吗？ For how long? Do you have a lease on that apartment?
不会 No.
那么如果你想，你明天就可以搬出去 Then you could move out tomorrow if you wanted to.
是的 That's right.
你甚至不能维持一段婚姻超过六天，不是吗？ You couldn't sustain a marriage for more than six days, could you?
我的婚姻与你无干 My marriage doesn't concern you.
与你也没太多关系，不是吗？ It didn't concern you much either, did it?
事实上，有关系 As a matter of fact, it did.
你是否想象过跟一个失明的男孩结婚会是什么样子的吗？ Have you thought about what marriage to a blind boy might be like?
即使你的母亲也没有遇到过这种情况 Even your mother has not covered that territory.
请不要撤上我的母亲 Just leave my mother out of this.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我不知道你对你的母亲这个话题这么敏感 I didn't know you were so touchy about her.
我不是敏感，我不希望谈论她 I'm not touchy about her. I don't want to talk about her.
好吧，我们不谈她，我们谈谈你 All right, we won't. We'll talk about you.
你已经看到唐尼在他熟记的地方的最佳状态 You've seen Donnie at his best in that place that he's memorized.
他已经记住去药房要多少步，去熟食店要多少步 He's memorized how many steps to the drugstore, to the delicatessen.
你大概对此印象很深刻 And you were probably very impressed by that.
但是我见过他在陌生环境的表现。他不知道他观察到的东西 But I've seen him in strange surroundings. He didn't know I was watching.
我看见过他迷路。我看见过他恐慌 I've seen him lost. I've seen him panic.
他需要某个人一直陪着他，而不是只有6天 He needs someone who'll stay with him and not just for six days.
别担心。贝克太太 Stop worrying, Mrs. Baker.
我和唐之间不会发展到那么严重地步的 Nothing serious will develop between Don and me.
我不是那种性格的人 唐尼是那种性格的人 -I'm not built that way. -Donnie is built that way.
哦，请别，我们只是玩一玩 Oh, please. We're just having kicks.
玩一玩！ Kicks!
他和琳达·弗莱彻就是这么开始的 That's how it started with Linda Fletcher.
唐尼爱上她了。他也会爱上你的 Donnie fell in love with her. He will with you, too.
接着发生了什么事？ 我不知道 -Then what happens? -I don't know.
我确实知道。在你伤害到他之前停止吧 Well, I do know. Stop it now before you hurt him.
你呢？你没有伤害到他吗？ What about you? Aren't you hurting him?
我不能，我只能激怒他。你能伤害到他 I can't. I can only irritate him. You can hurt him.
你跟他呆得越久，伤害就会越…… The longer you stay with him, the harder it will be when....
听我讲，让他跟我一起回家吧 Listen to me, let him come home with me.
跟那些当你离开不会有感觉的人玩吧 Have kicks with someone who won't feel them when you leave.
我不太确定你不会伤害到他。也许比任何人都严重 I'm not so sure you can't hurt him. Maybe more than anybody.
我想你养育一个人应得到有全部的赞誉 I think you deserve all the credit you can get for raising a marvelous guy.
但是养育一个儿子，甚至是失明的，不是种一生的职业 But bringing up a son, even a blind one, is not a lifetime occupation.
你什么都不知道 You don't know anything.
你越是帮助他，你越会伤害到他 The more you help him, the more you hurt him.
给他所需要的最大限度的自信的人…… It was Linda Fletcher, not you, who gave him what he needed most...
……是琳达·弗莱彻，而不是你 ...confidence in himself.
你总是用消极的态度看待他…… You're always dwelling on the negative...
……总是给他需要的，从不给他所想要的 ...always what he needs, never what he wants...
……总是想他不能做什么，从不想他能做什么 ...always what he can't do, never what he can.
他的音乐你有何评价？你是否听过他写的歌？ What about his music? Have you heard the songs he wrote?
我敢打赌你甚至不知道他在写歌 I'll bet you didn't even know he writes songs.
你对我的看法或许绝对正确 You might be dead right about me.
我不是唐的理想女孩，但是我知道一件事情…… I'm not the ideal girl for Don, but I know one thing...
……你也不是！ ...neither are you!
如果我要告诉什么人回家去…… And if I'm going to tell anybody to go home...
……那个人就会是你，贝克太太！你，回家去！ ...it's going to be you, Mrs. Baker! You, go home!
你在做什么？ What are you doing?
我在找几张蜡纸包肉 I'm looking for some wax paper to wrap this meat in.
母亲，这里没有蜡纸 这肉看起来糟糕透了 -There is no wax paper, Mother. -The meat looks terrible.
没人请你看 现在几点了？ -Nobody asked you to look at it. -What time is it?
10点20 Twenty of ten.
10点20？ Twenty of ten?
我知道。她靠不住，也不可信。还有什么新鲜的？ I know. She is unreliable and undependable. What else is new?
你是约7点半的，我听你说过 You did say 7:30. I heard you.
为什么你不换一件衬衫呢？穿我带给你的那件新的 Why don't you change your shirt? Put on one of the new ones I bought you.
因为我喜欢这件 Because I like this one.
你知道，你没必要闲待着。 我等到她回来就走 -You don't have to hang around, you know. -I'll just wait here until she gets back.
我不会妨碍你的狂欢的。我告诉过你了 I won't interfere with your orgy. I told you that.
不，我告诉你的 No, I told you that.
"I knew the day you met me
"I could love you if you let me
"Though you touched my cheek and
"Said how easy you'd forget me
"You said, butterflies are free"
请把它关掉，妈妈 Please, turn that off, Mom.
那首歌是你写的吗？ Is that the song you wrote?
是的，你怎么知道我写歌？ Yeah. How'd you know I wrote that?
我不知道。我只是问问 I didn't. I just asked you.
真好听，相当好 It's good. Pretty.
"On that velvet"
你意思是说它相当好听 You mean it's pretty good.
不，我意思是它好听，也可爱 No. I mean good and pretty.
哦，哇！ Oh, wow!
你猜她在哪里？ Where do you suppose she is?
她大概还在试镜 用8小时？我担心她 -She's probably still auditioning. -For eight hours? I'm worried about her.
你在担心吉尔？ 难道你没有吗？ -You're worried about Jill? -Aren't you?
你怎么了 Something's come over you.
你先是喜欢我的歌，现在你担心吉尔 You like my song, now you're worried about Jill.
你没有提到我出门花了几个小时 You haven't mentioned my coming home for hours.
你还好吧？ 我看起来不好吗？ -Are you all right? -Don't I seem all right?
不，你的表现不像是超级妈妈 No. You're not behaving like Super Mom.
接着你就会告诉我你喜欢吉尔 我不讨厌她 -Then you'll be telling me you like Jill. -I don't dislike her.
我只是希望她是不同类型的女孩 I just wish that she were a different sort of girl.
她是特别的女孩。这就是你不喜欢的原因 She's a different girl. That's what you don't like.
当我像她那种年纪的时候，守时意味着某种品德 When I was her age, punctuality meant something.
意味着什么品德？ What did it mean?
如果我参加晚宴将迟到3个小时，我会先打电话解释 If I were going to be three hours late for dinner, I'd call and explain.
你从来不会迟到3小时 You'd never be three hours late.
不，我当然不会 你会提前一个月 -No, I certainly would not. -You'd be a month early.
也许她迷路了 Maybe she's lost.
她说她在旧金山常常迷路 She said she always loses her way around San Francisco.
任何一辆出租车世纪都会载她回家 Any cab driver can bring her home.
她从来不说她迷路 噢，是的，她跟我说过 -She never said she loses her way around. -She said it to me.
如果她跟你说过，我会听到的 If she said it to you, I'd have heard it.
好吧，我猜是在你出去后说的 Well, I guess it was after you went out.
我出去的时候她在这里？ 据我看是的 -Was she here while I was out? -It seems to me she was.
为什么？ Why?
按例，她想让人帮她把衣服的拉链拉上 The usual, she wanted her dress zipped up.
这个我在的时候你就做了，母亲 她是顺便来访 -You did that while I was here, Mother. -She dropped by.
她在这里呆了几分钟 你们都谈些什么？ -She was here for a minute. -What'd you talk about?
我不记得了 你却记得她常迷路 -I don't remember. -You remember she loses her way.
还有别的吗？ 有什么问题吗？ -What else? -What does it matter?
如果没有问题，就告诉我！ 唐尼，不要对我大喊大叫的 -If it doesn't matter, then tell me! -Donnie, please don't shout at me.
我们谈论了白雪公主 We talked about Snow White.
白雪公主？ Snow White?
和七个小矮人？那个白雪公主？ And the Seven Dwarfs? That Snow White?
还有其他的白雪公主吗？ Is there any other?
你们为什么谈起她？ Why were you talking about her?
我们谈论白雪公主有什么不妥吗？ What's the difference if we were talking about Snow White?
我们没有说她的坏话 We didn't say anything bad about her.
我不希望你们在我不在的时候谈论我的朋友 I don't want you talking to my friends when I'm not around.
我会记住的 I'll make a note of that.
唐尼？ Donnie?
是不是琳达·弗莱彻给你了自信？ Did Linda Fletcher give you confidence?
你非常清楚她给了我什么，别试图开玩笑 You know damn well what she gave me, don't try to be funny.
我没有试图开玩笑。她是不是也给你了自信？ I wasn't trying to be funny. Did she also give you confidence?
是的 Yes.
我呢？ Didn't I?
你给了我帮助 You gave me help.
我总是想得太长远 不可避免的 -I always thought one led to the other. -Not necessarily.
为什么你甚至不愿意告诉我你不愿意被叫做唐尼？ Why didn't you ever tell me that you don't like to be called Donnie?
我告诉过你上千遍了 I told you a thousand times.
我当然记得我听了上千遍的事情 I'd certainly remember something I've heard a thousand times.
好吧，也许我只说了999遍 Well, maybe it was only 999.
叫唐尼有什么不好？ 它让我想起唐尼·达克 -What's wrong with Donnie? -It reminds me of Donnie Dark.
那有什么不好？ What's wrong with that?
你杜撰的 You work on it.
那你喜欢被叫做什么？我会试着记住的 What would you like to be called? I'll try to remember.
唐。唐纳德。你可以叫我赛巴斯蒂安，或者欧文 Don. Donald. You can call me, Sebastian, or Irving.
我都不介意，除了唐尼 I don't care. Anything, but Donnie.
我当然不会叫你塞巴斯蒂安，或者欧文 I'm certainly not going to call you Sebastian or Irving.
我会试着记住叫你唐 I'll try to remember to call you Don.
她回来了 She's back.
她会在这里呆几分钟 She'll be here in a minute.
你可以走了，妈妈 You can go, Mom.
有个男人跟她一块儿 不要在门上偷听了 -There's a man with her. -Stop listening at the door.
我听不到任何声音 I can't hear anything.
他们一定在起居室，有个男人和她一起 They must be in the living room. There's a man with her.
也许是她的收音机 probably her radio.
她为什么跟收音机谈笑？ Why would she be laughing and talking with a radio?
请离开那里 我走开了 -Please come away from there. -I am away from there.
请进 嗨，我回来了 -Come in. -Hi. I'm back.
我带拉尔夫·桑多一起回来了 I brought Ralph Santori with me.
贝克太太，你还在这里 Mrs. Baker, you're still here.
唐，这位是拉尔夫·桑多。我告诉过你 Don, this is Ralph Santori. I told you about him.
他是这出戏的导演 很高兴见到你 -He's directing the play. -Glad to know you.
嗨，唐 这位是唐的母亲，贝克太太 -Hi, Don. -And this is Don's mother, Mrs. Baker.
你好，贝克太太 How do you do, Mrs. Baker.
唐，我把你的事情都告诉拉尔夫，他非常渴望要见到你 Don, I told Ralph all about you. He's dying to meet you.
吉尔告诉我，你知道，你是如何…… Jill told me, you know, how with it you are.
对于某些，某些看不见东西的人，你是多么擅长 How adept you are for someone who's, for someone who can't see.
你可以直接说失明，拉尔夫。这个词也在我的词汇表里 You can say blind, Ralph. It's in my vocabulary, too.
我应该知道的，吉尔告诉过我了 I should have known. You know, Jill told me.
她告诉我你生活乐观 拉尔夫，你没必要这么大声 -She said you had no hang-ups! -Ralph, you don't have to shout.
桑多先生，我的儿子不是聋子 Mr. Santori, my son is not deaf.
对不起 这种事情总会有的 -Sorry. -It happens all the time.
人们总是译为如果你是盲人，同时也会是个聋子 People think if you can't see, you can't hear.
他的听力比我们强 没有 -He can hear better than we can. -No, I can't.
还有嗅觉也很灵敏 And what a sense of smell.
在我离开之前，我能为你安排些什么吗？ 我们已经吃过晚饭了 -Can I fix you something before I leave? -We already had dinner.
不过我不会介意来一小杯咖啡 I wouldn't mind a little cup of coffee.
吉尔，你答应来这里吃晚餐的 You were expected here for dinner, Jill.
唐，对不起 没关系 -Don, I'm sorry. -It's okay.
每件事情都太完美了 Everything's so beautiful.
蜡烛 Candles.
我们的鲜花 Our flowers.
对了，那是我给你的 Well, that's me for you.
我几乎都忘记了 I completely forgot.
我们参加这个聚会，庆祝，我们喝了…… We went to this party to celebrate and we drank...
……一整瓶的香槟或者其他的什么 ...a bottle of champagne or whatever.
那是勃艮第起泡酒 你得到了那个角色？ -It was sparkling burgundy. -Then you got the part?
是也不是。我没有扮演妻子 Yes and no. I'm not playing the wife.
你扮演同性恋者？ 不，演她的秘书 -Are you playing the homosexual? -No, his secretary.
是个小角色，但是我有一场好戏 It's a small part, but I have one good scene.
她试镜非常好。伙计，我为他而自豪 She gave a great audition. Man, was I proud of her.
你紧张吗？ 我吗？ -Were you nervous? -Was I?
没有对白或其他什么的，但是你能想象…… It wasn't the reading or anything, but can you imagine...
……完全赤裸地站在所有人面前 ...having to stand there in front of those people completely naked?
对不起，我打破了一个杯子 I'm sorry. I broke a cup.
需要帮忙吗？ Can I help you?
不，谢谢，已经全破了 No, thank you. It's already broken.
对不起，多少杯咖啡？ 我不要 -Sorry. How many coffees? -I don't want any.
我也不要 None for me.
为什么吉尔要裸体试镜？ Why did Jill have to be naked for the audition?
在这出戏中有许多裸体镜头 There's a lot of nudity involved in this play.
我们不得不看看演员的身材。你瞧，视觉在这里是非常重要的 We had to see the actors bodies. You see, the visual here is very important.
我希望你不介意我刚才说的 不，一点也不 -I hope you don't mind my saying that. -No, not at all.
桑多先生，你要什么样的咖啡 How do you take your coffee, Mr. Santori?
黑咖啡就行 Just black.
我不想让别人叫我假正经 I don't think anyone could call me a prude.
我倒想看看他们会不会 I'd like to see them try.
好吧，原先我恨完全赤裸的这个主意 Well, at first I hated the idea of getting completely undressed...
……但是那里大约有20或30名演员…… ...but there were like 20 or 30 actors...
……在我周围，全部赤裸，而我是唯一一个穿着衣服的 ...all around me, all naked, and I was the only one with clothes on.
你有什么感觉？ 热，到处都热 -How would you feel? -Warm, all over.
我就在观众席上，跟编剧和制作人坐一起 I was out front with my writer and my producer.
我们看到吉尔脱光的那一瞬间，我们就知道她不适合领衔 The minute we saw Jill naked, we knew she wasn't right for the lead.
桑多先生，告诉我任何有关这部戏的故事 Tell me, Mr. Santori, is there any story connected with this play...
……或者是否是值得期待的？ ...or is that too much to hope for?
这是一个非常激动人心的故事，贝克太太。 It's a very dramatic story, Mrs. Baker.
故事的结尾我死了 I die in the end.
肺炎？ Pneumonia?
吉尔的出场将会是最狂野的，他们在任何舞台上都看不到的 Jill's scene will be the wildest thing they've seen on any stage.
在事业上我能把这件事情做的比任何人都好 I can do this thing better than anyone in the business.
她将躺在那里，裸体…… She'll be lying there, naked...
……死于毒品过量 ...dying of an overdose of heroin.
她痛苦不安，她躺在舞台上扭动着身体 Now she's in agony and she's writhing across the stage on her back...
……精神混乱，尖叫 ...delirious, screaming.
你觉得公众真的需要这个？ Do you think the public really needs this?
你开玩笑？他们爱死这些了 Are you kidding? They're dying for it.
我讨论的是有思想的公众…… I'm talking about the thinking public...
……而不是在希尔斯波路的那些古板的主妇 ...not all those little tight-assed matrons up in Hillsborough.
我说错了什么吗？ Have I said something wrong?
别在意，桑多先生 Pick anything, Mr. Santori.
拉尔夫，贝克太太住在希尔斯波路 Ralph, Mrs. Baker lives in Hillsborough.
好吧 Well.
在场者除外 Present company excepted.
那不普遍吗？ Isn't that the rule?
我不希望成为例外，谢谢 I don't wish to be excepted, thank you.
告诉我，你的戏名字叫什么？ Tell me, what is the name of your play?
叫《做直到其他》 It's called Do Unto Others.
我必须也把这记下来 I must make a note of that, too.
你会喜欢这出戏的，贝克太太，如果你给一个机会的话 You might like it, Mrs. Baker, if you just gave it a chance.
你知道，要用开放的眼光看待 You know, saw it with an open mind.
妈妈自从《音乐之声》之后就不再喜欢别的戏了 Mom hasn't liked anything since The Sound of Music.
我想没有希尔斯波路的支持，我们能够取得成功 I think we might be able to make it without the support of Hillsborough.
好 Good.
因为我不会期望轻浮的小妇人的支持 Because I wouldn't count on the support of this giddy little matron.
我不打算花钱去看裸体，猥亵和堕落的东西 I don't intend to pay to see nudity, obscenity and degeneracy.
这些都是生活的一部分 These things are all a part of life.
我知道，桑多先生 I know, Mr. Santori.
拉肚子也是生活的一部分…… So is diarrhea...
……但是我不会把它归类成娱乐 ...but I wouldn't classify it as entertainment.
我想我们最好走了 I think we'd better get going.
你收拾行李需要花多长时间？ How long will it take you to get packed?
不用太长，我只有两个包 Not long. I only have two bags.
你收拾的时候，我会弄点吃的…… I'll pick up some food while you're packing...
……然后我在车里等你 ...and I'll meet you at the car.
你要去别的地方？ You going somewhere?
我没告诉你吗？我搬去跟拉尔夫一起住。我想我提到过了 Didn't I tell you? I'm moving in with Ralph. I thought I mentioned it.
不，你没有 No, you didn't.
好吧，这个地方太破了 Well, this place is so tacky.
拉尔夫认为如果我搬去跟他住会好一点 那是你的主意 -Ralph thought it'd be good if I moved in. -It was your idea.
不管是谁的主意，反正是个好主意 It doesn't matter whose idea it was, it was a good one.
拉尔夫有一套非常棒的小公寓。你可以来看看 Ralph has a terrific studio apartment. Wait till you see it.
我们希望你能来参观。任何时候都可以 We want you to come over, whenever you like.
如果你有空，尽管过来。是吧，拉尔夫？ If you're alone, just come on over. Right, Ralph?
是的 Right.
我告诉过你会喜欢唐的 I told you you'd like Don.
我们在那里会过得非常愉快，你会喜欢拉尔夫的 We'll have groovy times over there. You'll love Ralph.
他的兴趣和我们一样 He's one of us.
我希望你能看到他，他有一张不同寻常的脸 I wish you could see him. He has a great face.
拉尔夫，让唐摸摸你的脸 Ralph, let Don feel your face.
他能通过触摸你的脸，得知你长什么样 He can tell what you look like by feeling your face.
去吧，唐 Go ahead, Don.
他不想去 He doesn't want to.
好吧，和你见面很愉快，唐 Well, it's been great meeting you, Don.
我希望能很快再见到你 See you soon, I hope.
贝克太太，和你见面很愉快 It was nice meeting you, Mrs. Baker.
如果我冒犯了你，我很抱歉 I apologize if I offended you.
没关系，桑多先生。我确信这不会再发生了 That's all right, Mr. Santori. I assure you it won't happen again.
我在走之前会过来道别的 I'll stop in to say goodbye before I leave.
妈妈？ Mom?
妈妈，你在吗？ 在 -Mom, are you here? -Yes.
我有些事情想告诉你 I have something I want to tell you.
糟糕的事情吗？ Is it something awful?
不，你会喜欢的，但是你最好先坐下 No, you'll like it, but you'd better sit down.
我坐下了 I'm sitting.
我想回家 I want to go home.
你去开车，我会收拾行李 You get the car and I'll pack.
你听到了吗？ 听到了 -Did you hear me? -Yes.
你为什么不说点什么？ Why don't you say something?
我想说 I intend to.
我正在整理思绪 I'm collecting my thoughts.
好吧，到车上再说。我不会很久的 Well, do that while you get the car. I won't be long.
只要几分钟 Just a minute.
我想我们因该谈谈 谈谈这件事吗？ -I think we should talk about it. -Talk about it?
那不是你所希望的？ Isn't that what you wanted?
那不是你来的原因吗？ Isn't that why you came here?
是的 哪还有什么好讨论的？ -Yes. -Then what's to talk about?
你说这里不是白金汉宫，你说我住在老鼠洞里 You said it isn't Buckingham Palace. You said I'm living in a rat hole.
你说这是泰姬陵 And you said it's the Taj Mahal.
你是说你不想让我回家吗？ Are you saying you don't want me to come home?
不 No.
我只是说我们该讨论一下这件事。把旅行包放下 I'm only saying we should talk about it. Now put the bag down.
母亲，我要回家！ 放下！ -I'm coming home, Mother! -Put it down!
请不要误解我 Please don't misunderstand me.
我想这个地方太可怕了 I think this place is dreadful.
我怀疑我的真实意愿。但是我没有选择住这里，你选择了 I doubt I ever will. But I didn't choose to live here. You did.
你迫不及待地要一个你自己的空间 You couldn't wait to get a place of your own.
你搬到这里，现在你想离开 You rushed into this, now you want out.
我想我们该谈谈这件事 I think we should talk about it.
这难道不可笑吗？你和我的想法完全正确…… Isn't it funny how you and I think exactly alike...
……只是从来不在同时 ...only never at the same time.
妈妈，我做不到 I can't make it, Mom.
我只是知道我无法做到 I just know I'm not going to make it.
为什么？ Why?
因为一个女孩离开你了？ Because a girl has walked out on you?
两个女孩。别忘了琳达 那就会有10个女孩 -Two girls. Let's don't forget Linda. -And it could be 10 girls.
你知道，女孩们也会离开视力正常的男人 Girls walk out on sighted men, too, you know.
你以为那样会让我感觉好些吗？ Is that supposed to make me feel better?
我希望会让你不再自责 It's supposed to make you stop feeling sorry for yourself.
你过去从来没有自责过，现在也不要 You haven't felt sorry for yourself before, please don't start now.
你会遇到许多女孩 You're going to meet so many girls.
终有一天你会遇见能和你保持永久关系的女孩 One day you'll meet one who's capable of a permanent relationship.
吉尔不是。她了解她自己 Jill isn't. She knows this herself.
我真的认为此时你最好留在这里 I really think that you're better off staying here for right now.
我不想让你带着挫败和沮丧的心情回家 I don't want you coming home discouraged and defeated.
你有你的音乐 天！ -You've got your music. -Christ!
就一次，你就不能意识到，我不是小唐尼·达克？ For once, will you get it into your head I'm not Little Donnie Dark?
你说的很对，该死，我是灰心了，我是挫败了！ You're goddamn right I'm discouraged. I am defeated!
结束了 It's over.
你还记得唐尼·达克的第一个故事吗？ Do you remember the first Donnie Dark story?
不 No.
你那时5岁 You were five years old.
我们在太浩湖避暑 We were spending the summer at Lake Tahoe.
爸爸把你带进湖里 Dad took you into the lake.
那是第一次你走进比鱼缸更深的水里 It was first time you'd been in water deeper than your bathtub.
你吓坏了，整个加利福利亚都能听到你的尖叫声 You were terrified. They could hear you screaming all over California.
爸爸把你抱出，我把你抱上床。你还在发抖 Dad brought you in and I put you to bed. You trembled for hours.
那个晚上我给你讲了关于一个盲童的故事…… That night I told you a story about a blind boy...
……他能游过海洋，与海豚交谈 ...who could swim the seas, and talk to dolphins.
海豚告诉他，敌人的潜艇…… The dolphins told him about the enemy submarines...
……打算要破坏美国海军…… ...that were coming to destroy the U.S. Navy...
……唐尼·达克游回岸边，及时地拯救了美国海军 ...and Donnie Dark swam ashore, in time to save them.
都是废话 A lot of crap.
第二天你学会了游泳 The next day you learned to swim.
我写这些故事并不是为了普利策文学奖 I didn't write those stories hoping for a Pulitzer Prize in literature.
我写它，是因为我发现这是一种方法 I wrote them because I found a way to help.
无论何时你气馁了，我会告诉你另一个故事 Whenever you were discouraged, I told you another story.
你会更加努力地参试，接着你会做得更好 You tried a little harder, and you did a little better.
我现在是否还要编一个故事，或者你已经足够成熟…… Shall I make up a story now, or are you man enough...
……到自己处理现在的问题？ ...to handle the situation yourself?
一个月以前，你还觉得我不够成熟 A month ago, you didn't think I was man enough.
你说我还未准备好离开家 You said I wasn't ready to leave home.
为什么你改变主意了？ Why have you changed?
你怎么知道我改变了？ How do you know that I've changed?
你不再是一个月前离家的那个男孩了 You're not the boy who left home a month ago.
我今天来这里，希望你还是 I came down here today hoping that you were.
你知道，唐尼…… You know, Donnie...
……适应不依靠任何人…… ...it's not easy to adjust...
……是不容易的 ...to not being needed anymore.
我现在能做到。你也要继续过你自己的生活 I can do it now, and you get on with your own life.
我会很乐意看到你有几件得体的家具的 I'd like to see you have some decent furniture.
一些餐具和杯子 Some dishes and some glasses.
我会送一些来 I'll send some up.
好的 Okay.
还有桌布 And linens.
大一点的烟灰缸 Bigger ashtrays.
你知道…… You know...
……如果你拾掇一下这个地方，也许就不会那么糟了 ...if you fix this place up, it might not be so bad.
要我帮你稍微拾掇一下吗？ Could I help you fix it up a little?
当然 Sure.
我明天打电话过来，我们再讨论 I'll call you in the morning and We'll talk about it.
妈妈？ Mom?
我很高兴你能过来 I'm glad you came.
我爱你，唐 I love you, Don.
我知道，妈妈 I know, Mom.
我知道你的确爱我 I know you do.
你怎么样了？ How are you doing?
我就好 I'll be right in.
好了，我猜我带上了所有东西 Well, I guess I got everything.
我把擦碗布和灯泡留在厨房了，你或许需要 I left my dishtowels and light bulbs in the kitchen if you want them.
谢谢。我不需要 Thanks. I don't need them.
我们就不用道别什么的了 Let's not have any big good-byes or anything.
我会联系你的 你能呆一会儿吗？ -I'll be in touch with you. -Can't you stay a minute?
一旦我想去什么地方，我喜欢马上就走，你知道吗？ Once I'm going somewhere I like to get going, you know?
我也是 I'm the same way.
我打算来一杯黑麦威士忌和咸牛肉三明治 I was going to have a corned beef sandwich on rye.
你想来点吗？ Do you want one?
一旦我走了，我喜欢马上就走…… Once I'm going, I like to get going...
……除非有人给我提供一份黑麦威士忌和咸牛肉三明治 ...unless somebody offers me a corned beef sandwich on rye.
我从里面锁上了门，你能为我把钥匙给看门人吗？ I locked the door from the inside. Will you give the key to the janitor for me?
当然 Sure.
我把它放在桌子上 I'm putting it here on the table.
你最好让他把这扇门重新锁上 You'd better have him lock up that door again.
我会等等看是什么人搬进来。也许是一些有趣的人 I'll wait and see who moves in. It might be someone groovy.
我希望是 Yeah, I hope so.
你要来杯啤酒吗？ You want a beer?
好的 Yeah.
蜡烛还点着 我非常虔诚 -The candles are still lit. -I'm very religious.
妈妈在哪里？ Where's Mama?
她回家了 She went home.
最终意见是什么？ What was the verdict?
她接受了我的独立宣言 She accepted my declaration of independence.
你在开玩笑？ 没有 -You're kidding? -No.
我必须说她进行了一场大战役 I must say she put up a great battle.
也许她赢了 Maybe she should have won.
也许你最好回家 现在改变了 -Maybe you'd be better off at home. -Now that's a switch.
我已经考虑过这个 来吧，女孩 -I've been thinking about it. -Come on, girl.
这花了我一整天的时间，还有三品脱的血来使我母亲信服 It took me a day, and three pints of blood to convince my mother.
我没有必要找你吵架 可我喜欢事情为我而做 -I don't have to start on you. -Well, I like to have things done for me.
那就放弃拉尔夫和那出戏，和我妈妈一起搬进来 Then give up Ralph and the play and move in with my mother.
芥末吃完了 没关系 -I'm out of mustard. -I don't care.
你觉得拉尔夫怎么样？ What did you think of Ralph?
你在哪里？ Where are you?
我坐在沙发上 I'm on the sofa.
我无法分辨你的声音从哪里传来 I couldn't tell where your voice was coming from.
你以前都能 我不够专心 -You always could before. -I wasn't concentrating.
他看上去很友好 He seemed very nice.
谁？ 拉尔夫 -Who? -Ralph.
你不喜欢他 You didn't like him.
他看起来非常友好 我可以告诉你，他不像你 -He seemed very nice. -I could tell you didn't like him.
你很紧张 You were uptight.
当周围超过一个人的时候我就会紧张 I'm uptight when there's more than one person.
我不得不弄明白谁在说话 I have to figure out who's speaking.
你不像他，因为他很粗俗 他很粗俗吗？ -You didn't like him because he was rude. -Was he rude?
当然，比如对希尔斯波路，还有你的母亲 Well, putting down Hillsborough and your mother.
那是意外。我很抱歉你觉得他粗俗 That was an accident. I'm sorry you think he's rude.
我不觉得他粗俗 你刚说的，不是我 -I don't think he's rude. -You said it, I didn't.
或者这里还有其他人 Or is there someone else here?
我知道他来这里带着一点点自高自大 I know he comes off as a little conceited.
告诉我，吉尔，你喜欢拉尔夫吗？ Tell me, Jill, do you like Ralph?
这是什么类型的问题？ What kind of a question is that?
我正搬去跟他一起住，为什么我会搬去跟我不喜欢的人一起住呢？ I'm moving in with him, why would I move in with a guy I don't like?
那就是我的下一个问题 That was my next question.
我最好要离开 Well, I'd better be going.
拉尔夫正在等着…… 我猜我不喜欢拉尔夫 -Ralph's waiting and-- -I guess I don't like Ralph.
我始终都知道，但是为什么？ 就像你说的，他很粗俗和自负 -I knew it all along. But why? -Like you said, he's rude and conceited.
我知道你是怎么想的，但他仅仅是看上去那样 I knew that's what you thought, but he only seems that way.
我希望我们能始终是朋友 I hoped that we could all be friends.
你真的希望吗？ Did you really?
好吧，谢谢你的三明治 Well, thanks for the sandwich.
我最好要离开了 I'd better be going.
我告诉你：你不喜欢拉尔夫·桑多 I'll tell you something: You don't like Ralph Santori.
天！ God!
我打包了两个袋子，这样我才能搬去跟他住一块 I packed two bags, so I can move in with him.
我不在乎你是否拿了13个箱子，你不喜欢他 I don't care if you've got 13 trunks. You don't like him.
你真是…… You really are something.
你想是因为你是瞎子，你什么都看不见 You think because you're blind, you couldn't see everything.
是的 Right.
第六感告诉我，你不喜欢拉尔夫·桑多 That sixth sense tells me you don't like Ralph Santori.
吓人吧，不是吗？ 不，很傻 -Spooky, isn't it? -No, it's just stupid.
我打包了两个包裹，就放在那儿 I packed two big bags, sitting right over there.
告诉我，吉尔，跟拉尔夫在一起是不是就像国庆节和圣诞节？ Tell me, Jill, with Ralph is it like the Fourth of July and Christmas?
准确地说不像 Not exactly.
他有某种优点 He has a kind of strength.
跟他在一起更像是劳动节 With him it's more like Labor Day.
你是不是也认为他是个好人？ Do you think he's a beautiful person, too?
在一些地方，是的 你爱他吗？ -In many ways, yes. -Do you love him?
为什么我要回答？ Why should I answer that?
不管我怎么说，你已经下定了决心 No matter what I say you've made up your mind.
回答，你爱他吗？ 是的。用我的方式 -Answer it. Do you love him? -Yes, in my way.
昨天，你告诉我你不可能爱上别人 Yesterday, you told me you couldn't love.
那是昨天 我不是最有经验的人…… -That was yesterday. -I'm not the worldliest person...
……但是当你冲向你爱的男人的怀抱的时候…… ...but when you rush into the arms of the man you love...
……不会因为一个三明治而停下来！ ...you don't stop for a sandwich!
是不是我母亲说了什么？ Was it something my mother said?
什么是你母亲说的？ Was what something your mother said?
你为什么离开？你没有来吃晚餐的原因 Why you're leaving? The reason you didn't show up for dinner.
我知道你没有忘记 I know you didn't forget.
是不是我母亲说了什么？ Is it something my mother said?
你都不听你母亲的话，我为什么要听？ You don't listen to your mother, why should I?
那么你为什么离开？不要拿该死的什么爱上拉尔夫的话来搪塞 Then why are you leaving? Don't give me that crap about loving Ralph.
我离开是因为我想离开 I'm leaving because I want to leave.
我是自由的，我想走的时候就走，好吧？ I am free and I go when I want to go, all right?
我想也许跟我有点关系 I thought it might have something to do with me.
这个跟你没有任何关系 It has nothing whatsoever to do with you.
好 Okay.
与别人有亲密关系会让你吓得要死，不是么？ You're scared to death of becoming involved, aren't you?
我都告诉你了 I told you all about that.
是的，你告诉我了。没有责任，没有承诺 That's right, you told me, no responsibilities, no commitments.
这只是为了我能退出，在我…… It's just that I have to be able to get out, if I get tired--
对我感到厌倦的时候？ Of me?
对任何人感到厌倦的时候 如果我对你感到厌倦了会怎么样？ -Of anybody. -What if I got tired of you?
对我？ 没有任何人对你感到厌倦吗？ -Of me? -Doesn't anyone ever get tired of you?
我不知道 I don't know.
我还没发现的时候就离开了 I don't hang around long enough to find out.
跟拉尔夫，你就能随时退出，但是跟一个瞎子就很难 With Ralph, you could walk out anytime but it might be a harder on a blind guy.
失明跟这个没关系 该死的你明白这有关系 -Blindness has nothing to do with it. -You know goddamn well it has!
你跟拉尔夫，或者塞巴斯蒂安，或者欧文……一起出去都不会有这个问题 You wouldn't feel it walking out on Ralph or Sebastian or Irving...
……但是跟唐尼出去却有问题，你恨你自己，你不喜欢这样 ...but walk out on Donnie, you'd hate yourself and you wouldn't like that.
要么恨我，要么爱我…… Well hate me or love me...
但是不要因为我是瞎子而离开我 ...but don't leave because I'm blind.
也不要因为我是瞎子而留下来 And don't stay because I'm blind.
谁是塞巴斯蒂安和欧文？ Who are Sebastian and Irving?
谁都不是 Nobody.
有时候我只是不理解你 Sometimes I just don't understand you.
我的意思是，我们真的想法不一样 I mean, we really don't think alike.
我知道我只会伤害你，这是迟早的 I know I'd only hurt you, sooner or later.
我不想伤害你 I don't want to hurt you.
为什么不？ Why not?
你能对别人这样，为什么我却例外？ You can do it to others. Why am I an exception?
好吧，我只是不想成为另一个琳达·弗莱彻 Well, I just don't want to be another Linda Fletcher.
她伤害了你，不是吗？ She hurt you, didn't she?
是的，但是她也帮助了我 Yes, but she helped me, too.
当我需要她的时候，她就在身边 She was there when I needed her.
我不能承诺做到 I can't promise that.
我不知道当你需要我的时候，我会在哪里 I don't know where I'll be when you need me.
姑娘，你需要我，远远超过我需要你 Girl, you need me a hell of a lot more than I need you.
我不需要任何人。我从没有也不会有 I don't need anybody. I never did and I never will.
我现在必须得走了 I have to go now.
我很高兴你说的是必须，而不是想要 I'm glad you said have to, and not want to.
我最后说的有些是对的 I finally said something right.
我会来看你 I'll be seeing you.
是的，来看你 Yeah, be seeing you.
我会一直想念你…… I'll think about you for years...
……并好奇如果你甚至有了亲密朋友…… ...and wonder if you ever made a commitment...
……你是否会订下诺言 ...if you ever got involved.
我希望不会 I hope not.
别担心…… Don't worry...
……这种事不会发生的 ...it won't happen.
不能发生…… It can't...
……因为你缺乏情商，你知道吗？ ...because you're emotionally retarded, you know?
那就是为什么你不能面对婚姻 That's why you couldn't face marriage.
那就是为什么你无法面对任何永久性的关系 That's why you can't face anything permanent.
你怕你自己会爱上我…… You're afraid you'll fall in love with me...
……你太年轻，还不懂得责任是什么 ...and you're too adolescent for that responsibility.
你会在你的余生永远这样下去，考虑着你的自由 You're going to stay that way the rest of your life, thinking you're free.
天，我同情你…… God, I feel sorry for you...
……因为你是个残疾人 ...because you're crippled.
我宁可是个瞎子 I'd rather be blind.
出租车 Taxi!
嗨，吉尔！ Hey, Jill!
快点 Come on.
谁？ Who is it?
谁在那儿？ Who's there?
好消息是 The news is good.
不是你妈妈来了 It's not your mother.
你在这儿干什么？ What are you doing here?
你在地板上干什么？ What are you doing on the floor?
我打算野餐 I was about to have a picnic.
不带上我？ Without me?
我不知道我有选择 I didn't know I had a choice.
我告诉你发生了什么的时候，你会为我骄傲的 You're going to be proud of me when I tell you what happened.
什么？ What?
影子视觉 Shadow vision.
什么意思？ What do you mean?
我能做到 Well, I can do it.
我刚刚做到了。真不可思议 I just did it. It was incredible.
我进来，离障碍物只差一步的时候，我冷静地停下来了 I came within one foot of this obstacle and I stopped cold.
障碍物是什么，电线杆？ What was it, a lamppost?
不是 No.
是拉尔夫 It was Ralph.
我承认我撒谎了 I have a confession to make.
就撒了一点 I cheated just a little.
我的眼睛是睁着的 My eyes were open.
早该如此 Well, it's about time.
小洋葱 翻译收藏 Dianna 校对